Chapter 18 - A Pair of Blue Eyes

Thomas Hardy
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CHAPTER XVIII
He Heard Her Musical Pants
The old tower of West Endleslow Church had reached the last weeks of its existence. It
was to be replaced by a new one from the designs of Mr. Hubie, the architect who had sent down
Stephen. Planks and poles had arrived in the churchyard. Iron bars had been thrust into
the venerable crack, extending down the belfry wall to the foundation. The bells had been
taken down. The owls had forsaken this home with their forefathers, and six iconic clasps
in white fustian, to whom a cracked edifice was a species of mumbo-jumbo, had taken lodgings
in the village previous to beginning the actual removal of the stones.
It was the day after Knight's arrival. To enjoy for the last time the prospect seaward
from the summit, the vicar, Mrs. Swancourt, Knight, and Elfride all ascended the winding
Mr. Swancourt, stepping forward with many loud breaths, his wife struggling along silently,
but suffering none the less. They had hardly reached the top when a large lurid cloud—palpably
a reservoir of rain, thunder, and lightning—was seen to be advancing overhead from the north.
The two cautious elders suggested an immediate return, and proceeded to put it in practice
as regarded themselves.
"'Dear me, I wish I had not come up!' exclaimed Mrs. Swancourt.
"'We shall be slower than you two in going down,' the vicar said over his shoulder.
"'And so don't you start till we're nearly at the bottom, or you will run over us and
break our necks somewhere in the darkness of the turret.'
Accordingly Elfride and Knight waited on the leds until the staircase should be clear.
Knight was not in a talkative mood that morning. Elfride was rather willful by reason of his
inattention, which she privately set down to as thinking her not worth talking to.
While Knight stood watching the rise of the cloud, she sauntered to the other side of
the tower, and there remembered a giddy feat she had performed the year before. It was
to walk round the top of the parapet of the tower, which was quite without battlement
or pinnacle, and presented a smooth flat surface about two feet wide, forming a pathway on
all four sides. Without reflecting in the least upon what she was doing, she now stepped
upon the parapet in the old way, and began walking along.
"'We are down, Cousin Henry,' cried Mrs. Swancourt up the turret.
"'Follow us when you like.'
Knight turned and saw Elfride beginning her elevated promenade, his face flushed with
mingled concern and anger at her rashness.
"'I certainly gave you more credit for common sense,' he said.
She reddened a little, and walked on.
"'Mrs. Swancourt, I insist upon your coming down!' he exclaimed.
"'I will in a minute. I am quite safe enough I have done it often.'
At that moment, by reason of a slight perturbation his words had caused in her, Elfride's foot
caught itself in a little tuft of grass growing in a joint of the stonework, and she almost
lost her balance.
Knight sprang forward with a face of horror. By what seemed a special interposition of
a considerate providence, she tottered into the inner edge of the parapet instead of the
outer, and reeled over upon the lead-roof two or three feet below the wall.
Knight seized her as in a vice, and he said, panting,
"'That I ever should have met a woman fool enough to do a thing of that kind. Good God
you ought to be ashamed of yourself!'
The close proximity of the shadow of death had made her sick and pale as a corpse before
he spoke. Already lower to that state his words completely overpowered her, and she
swooned away as he held her. Elfride's eyes were not closed more than forty seconds.
She opened them, and remembered the position instantly. His face had altered its expression
from stern anger to pity. But his severe remarks had rather frightened her, and she struggled
to be free.
"'If you can stand, of course you may,' he said, and loosened his arms.
"'I hardly know whether most to laugh at your freak, or to chide you for its folly.'
She immediately sank upon the lead-work. Knight lifted her again.
"'Are you hurt?' he said.
She murmured an incoherent expression, and tried to smile, saying, with a fitful aversion
of her face,
"'I am only frightened. Put me down. Do put me down.'
"'But you can't walk,' said Knight.
"'You don't know that. How can you? I am only frightened, I tell you,' she answered
petulantly, and raised her hand to her forehead. Knight then saw that she was bleeding from
the severe cut in her wrist, apparently where it had descended upon a salient corner of
the lead-work.
Elfride, too, seemed to perceive and feel this now for the first time, and for a minute
nearly lost consciousness again. Knight rapidly bound his handkerchief round the place, and
to add to the complication the thunder-cloud he had been watching began to shed some heavy
drops of rain.
Knight looked up and saw the vicar striding towards the house, and Mrs. Swancourt waddling
beside him like a hard-driven duck.
"'As you are so faint, it will be much better to let me carry you down,' said Knight,
or at any rate inside out of the rain. But her objection to be lifted made it impossible
for him to support her for more than five steps.
"'This is folly—great folly!' he exclaimed, setting her down.
"'Indeed!' she murmured, with tears in her eyes. I say I will not be carried, and
you say this is folly.
"'So it is.'
"'No, it isn't.'
"'It is folly, I think. At any rate, the origin of it all is.'
"'I don't agree to it. And you needn't get so angry with me. I am not worth it.'
"'Indeed you are. You are worth the enmity of princes, as was said of such another.
Now then, will you clasp your hands behind my neck, that I may carry you down without
hurting you?'
"'No, no.'
"'You had better or I shall foreclose.'
"'What's that?'
"'Deprive you of your chance.'
Elfride gave a little toss.
"'Now don't writhe so when I attempt to carry you.'
"'I can't help it.'
"'Then submit quietly.'
"'I don't care—I don't care,' she murmured, in languid tones and with closed
eyes.
He took her into his arms, entered the turret, and with slow and cautious steps descended
round and round. Then, with the gentleness of a nursing-mother, he attended to the cut
During this progress through the operations of wiping it and binding it up anew, her face
changed in this aspect from pained indifference to something like bashful interest, interspersed
with small tremors and shudders of a trifling kind. In the centre of each pale cheek a small
red spot the size of a wafer had now made its appearance, and continued to grow larger.
Elfride momentarily expected a recurrence to the lecture on her foolishness, but Knight
said no more than this—'Promise me never to walk on that parapet again.'
"'It will be pulled down soon, so I do.'
In a few minutes she continued in a lower tone, and seriously—'You are familiar,
of course, as everybody is, with those strange sensations we sometimes have—that our life
for the moment exists in duplicate—that we have lived through that moment before—or
shall again. Well, I felt it on the tower that something similar to that scene is again
to be common to both of us.'
"'God forbid!' said Knight.
"'Promise me that you will never again walk on any such place on any consideration.'
"'I do.'
"'That such a thing has not been before, we know. That it shall not be again, you vow.
Therefore think no more of such foolish fancy.'
There had fallen a great deal of rain, but unaccompanied by lightning. A few minutes
longer and the storm had ceased.
"'Now take my arm, please.'
"'Oh no, it is not necessary.'
This relapse into willfulness was because he had again connected the epithet foolish
with her.
"'Nonsense! It is quite necessary. It will rain again directly, and you are not half
recovered.'
And, without more to do, Knight took her hand, drew it under his arm, and held it there so
firmly that she could not have removed it without a struggle. Feeling like a colt in
a halter for the first time, and thus being led along, yet afraid to be angry, it was
to her great relief that she saw the carriage coming round a corner to fetch them. Her fall
upon the roof was necessarily explained to some extent upon their entering the house,
but both forbore to mention a word of what she had been doing to cause such an accident.
During the remainder of the afternoon Elfride was invisible, but at dinner-time she appeared
as bright as ever.
In the drawing-room, after having been exclusively engaged with Mr. and Mrs. Swancourt through
the intervening hour, Knight again found himself thrown with Elfride. She had been looking
over a chess problem in one of the illustrated periodicals.
"'You like chess, Miss Swancourt?'
"'Yes. It's my favourite scientific game. Indeed, excludes every other. Do you play?'
"'I have played, though not lately.'
"'Challenge him, Elfride!' said the vicar heartily.
"'She plays very well for a lady, Mr. Knight.'
"'Shall we play?' asked Elfride tentatively.
"'Oh, certainly. I shall be delighted.'
The game began. Mr. Swancourt had forgotten a similar performance with Stephen Smith the
year before. Elfride had not, but she had begun to take for her maxim the undoubted
truth that the necessity of continuing faithful to Stephen without suspicion dictated a fickle
behaviour almost as imperatively as fickleness itself—a fact, however, which would give
a startling advantage to the latter quality should it ever appear. Knight, by one of those
inexcusable oversights which will sometimes afflict the best of players, placed his rook
in the arms of one of her pawns. It was her first advantage. She looked triumphant, even
ruthless.
"'By George, what was I thinking of?' said Knight quietly, and then dismissed all concern
at his accident.
"'Club-laws we'll have, won't we, Mr. Knight?' said Elfride swaysively.
"'Oh, yes, certainly,' said Mr. Knight. A thought, however, just occurring to his mind,
that he had two or three times allowed her to replace a man, on her religiously assuring
him that such a move was an absolute blunder. She immediately took up the unfortunate rook,
and the contest proceeded—Elfride having now rather the better of the game. Then he
won the exchange, regained his position, and began to press her hard. Elfride grew
flurried, and placed her queen on his remaining rook's file.
"'There, how stupid! Upon my word, I did not see your rook. Of course nobody but a
fool would have put a queen there knowingly.'
She spoke excitedly, half expecting her antagonist to give her back the move.
"'Nobody, of course,' said Knight serenely, and stretched out his hand towards his royal
victim.
"'It is not very pleasant to have it taken advantage of, then,' she said, with some vexation.
"'Club-laws, I think you said?' returned Knight blandly and mercilessly appropriating
the queen. She was on the brink of pouting, but was ashamed to show it. Tears almost stood
in her eyes. She had been trying so hard, so very hard, thinking and thinking, till
her brain was in a whirl, and it seemed so heartless of him to treat her so, after all.
"'I think it is,' she began.
"'What?'
"'Unkind to take advantage of a pure mistake that I make in that way.'
"'I lost my rook by even a purer mistake,' said the enemy, in an inexorable tone, without
lifting his eyes.
"'Yes, but—'
"'However, as his logic was absolutely unanswerable, she merely registered a protest. I cannot
endure those cold-blooded ways of clubs and professional players like Staunton and Morphy.
Just as if it really mattered whether you have raised your finger from a man or no—'
Knight smiled as pitilessly as before, and they went on in silence.
"'Checkmate!' said Knight.
"'Another game,' said Elfride peremptorily, and looking very warm.
"'With all my heart,' said Knight.
"'Checkmate!' said Knight again, at the end of forty minutes.
"'Another game,' she returned resolutely.
"'I'll give you the odds of a Bishop's,' said Knight to her kindly.
"'No, thank you,' she replied, in a tone intended for courteous indifference, but,
as a fact, very cavalier indeed.
"'Checkmate!' said her opponent, without the least emotion.
Oh, the difference between Elfride's condition of mind now, and when she purposely made blunders
that Stephen Smith might win!
It was bedtime.
Her mind, as distracted as if it would throb itself out of her head, she went off to her
chamber, full of mortification at being beaten time after time, when she herself was the
aggressor.
Having for two or three years enjoyed a reputation throughout the globe of her father's brain,
which almost constituted her entire world, of being an excellent player, this fiasco
was intolerable.
For, unfortunately, the person most dogged in the belief of a false reputation is always
that one, the possessor, who has the best means of knowing that it is not true.
In bed no sleep came to soothe her, that gentle thing being the very middle-of-summer friend
and disrespect of flying away at the merest troublest cloud.
After lying awake till two o'clock, an idea seemed to strike her.
She softly arose, got a light, and fetched a chess praxis from the library.
Returning and sitting up in bed, she diligently studied the volume till the clock struck five,
and her eyelids fell thick and heavy.
She then extinguished the light and lay down again.
"'You look pale, Elfride,' said Mrs. Swancourt next morning at breakfast.
"'Isn't she, Cotton Harry?'
A young girl who is scarcely ill at all can hardly help becoming so when regarded as such
by all eyes turning upon her at the table, in obedience to some remark.
Everybody looked at Elfride.
She certainly was pale.
"'Am I pale?' she said, with a faint smile.
"'I did not sleep much.
I could not get rid of armies of bishops and knights, try how I would.
Chess is a bad thing just before bedtime, especially for excitable people like yourself,
dear.
Don't ever play late again.'
"'I'll play early instead.
Cousin Knight,' she said, in imitation of Mrs. Swancourt, "'will you oblige me in something?'
"'Even to half my kingdom.'
"'Well, it is to play one more game.'
"'When?'
"'Now, instantly, the moment we have breakfasted.'
"'Nonsense, Elfride,' said her father, making herself a slave to the game like that.
"'But I want to, papa.
Honestly I am restless at having been so ignominiously overcome, and Mr. Knight doesn't mind, so
what harm can there be?'
"'Let us play, by all means, if you wish,' said Knight.
So when breakfast was over the combatants withdrew to the quiet of the library, and
the door was closed.
Elfride seemed to have an idea that her conduct was rather ill-regulated, and startlingly
free from conventional restraint.
And worse, she fancied upon Knight's face a slightly amused look at her proceedings.
"'You think me foolish, I suppose,' she said, recklessly.
"'But I want to do my very best just once, and see whether I can overcome you.'
"'Certainly.
Nothing more natural.
Though I am afraid it is not the plan adopted by women of the world after a defeat.'
"'Why, pray?'
"'Because they know that as good as overcoming is skill in effacing recollection of being
overcome, and turn their attention to that entirely.'
"'I am wrong again, of course.'
"'Perhaps your wrong is more pleasing than their right.'
"'I don't quite know whether you mean that, or whether you are laughing at me,' she said,
looking up doubtingly at him, yet inclining to accept a more flattering interpretation.
"'I am always sure you think it vanity in me to think I am a match for you.
Well, if you do, I say that vanity is no crime in such a case.'
"'Well, perhaps not, though it is hardly a virtue.'
"'Oh, yes, in battle.
Nelson's bravery lay in his vanity.'
"'Indeed.'
"'Then so did his death.'
"'Oh, no, no, for it is written in the book of the Prophet Shakespeare.
Fear and be slain, no worse can come to fight, and fight and die is death destroying death.'
And down they sat, and the contest began, Elfride having the first move.
The game progressed.
Elfride's heart beat so violently that she could not sit still.
Her dread was lest he should hear it.
And he did discover it at last, some flowers upon the table, being set throbbing by its
pulsations.
"'I think we had better give over,' said Knight, looking at her gently.
"'It is too much for you, I know.
Let us write down the position and finish another time.'
"'No, please not,' she implored.
"'I should not rest if I did not know the result at once.
It is your move.'
Ten minutes passed.
She started up suddenly.
"'I know what you are doing,' she cried, an angry colour upon her cheeks and her eyes
indignant.
"'You are thinking of letting me win to please me.'
"'I don't mind owning that I was,' Knight responded phlegmatically, and appearing all
the more so, by contrast, with her own turmoil.
"'But you must not.
I won't have it.'
"'Very well.'
"'No, that will not do.
I insist that you promise not to do any such absurd thing.
It is insulting me.'
"'Very well, madam.
I won't do any such absurd thing.
You shall not win.'
"'But that is to be proved,' she returned proudly, and the play went on.
Nothing is now heard but the ticking of a quaint old timepiece on the summit of a bookcase.
Ten minutes pass.
He captures her, Knight.
She takes his knife, and looks very rather mantis.
More minutes tick away.
She takes his pawn, and has the advantage, showing her sense of it rather more prominently.
Five minutes more.
He takes her bishop.
She brings things even by taking his knight.
Three minutes.
She looks bold, and takes his queen.
He looks placid, and takes hers.
Eight or ten minutes pass.
He takes a pawn.
She utters a little oof!
But not the ghost of a pawn can she take in retaliation.
Ten minutes pass.
He takes another pawn, and says, check.
She flushes, extricates herself by capturing his bishop, and looks triumphant.
He immediately takes her bishop.
She looks surprised.
Five minutes longer.
She makes a dash, and takes his only remaining bishop.
He replies by taking her only remaining knight.
Two minutes.
He gives check.
Her mind is now in a painful state of tension, and she shades her face with her hand.
Yet a few minutes more.
He takes her rook, and checks again.
She literally trembles now, lest an artful surprise she has in store for him can be anticipated
by the artful surprise he evidently has in store for her.
Five minutes.
Checkmate in two moves, exclaims Elfride.
If you can, says knight.
Oh, I have miscalculated.
That is cruel.
Checkmate, says knight, and the victory is won.
Elfride arose and turned away without letting him see her face.
Once in the hall she ran upstairs and into her room, and flung herself down upon her
bed, weeping bitterly.
Where is Elfride? said her father at luncheon.
Knight listened anxiously for the answer.
He had been hoping to see her again before this time.
She isn't well, sir, was the reply.
Mrs. Swan caught Rose and left the room, going upstairs to Elfride's apartment.
At the door was Unity, who occupied in the new establishment a position between young
lady's maid and middle housemaid.
She is sound asleep, madam, Unity whispered.
Mrs. Swancourt opened the door.
Elfride was lying fully dressed on the bed, her face hot and red, her arms thrown abroad.
At intervals of a minute she tossed restlessly from side to side, and indistinctly moaned
words used in the game of chess.
Mrs. Swancourt had a turn for doctoring, and felt her pulse.
It was twanging like a harp-string, at the rate of nearly a hundred and fifty a minute.
Softly moving the sleeping girl to a less cramped position, she went downstairs again.
She is asleep now, said Mrs. Swancourt.
She does not seem very well.
Cousin Knight, what were you thinking of?
Her tender brain won't bear cuddling like your great head.
You should have strictly forbidden her to play.
In truth, the essayist's experience of the nature of young women was far less extensive
than his abstract knowledge of them led himself and others to believe.
He could pack them into sentences like a workman, but practically was nowhere.
I am sorry indeed, said Knight, feeling even more than he expressed.
But surely the young lady knows best what is good for her.
Bless you, that's just what she doesn't know.
She never thinks of such things, does she, Christopher?
Her father and I have to command her and keep her in order, as you would a child.
She will say things worthy of a French epigrammist, and act like a robin in a greenhouse.
But I think we will send for Dr. Granson.
There can be no harm.'
A man was straightway dispatched on horseback to Castle Boterel, and the gentleman known
as Dr. Granson came in the course of the afternoon.
He pronounced her nervous system to be in a decided state of disorder, forwarded some
soothing draught, and gave orders that on no account whatever was she to play chess
again.
Next morning Knight, much vexed with himself, waited with a curiously compounded feeling
for her entry to breakfast.
The women's servants came into prayers at irregular intervals, and as each entered he
could not, to save his life, avoid turning his head with the hope that she might be Elfride.
Mr. Swancourt began reading without waiting for her.
Then somebody glided in noiselessly.
Knight softly glanced up.
It was only the little kitchen-maid.
Knight thought reading prayers a bore.
He went out alone, and for almost the first time failed to recognize that holding converse
with Nature's charms was not solitude.
On nearing the house again he perceived his young friend crossing a slope by a path which
ran into one he was following in the angle of the field.
Here they met.
Elfride was at once exultant and abashed.
Coming into his presence had upon her the effect of entering a cathedral.
Knight had his note-book in his hand, and had, in fact, been in the very act of writing
therein when they came in view of each other.
He left off in the midst of a sentence, and proceeded to inquire warmly concerning her
state of health.
She said she was perfectly well, and, indeed, had never looked better.
Her health was as inconsequent as her actions.
Her lips were red, without the polish cherries have, and their redness margined with the
white skin in a clearly defined line, which had nothing of a jagged confusion in it.
Altogether she stood as the last person in the world to be knocked over by a game of
chess, because too ephemeral looking to play one.
Are you taking notes?
she inquired, with an alacrity plainly arising less from interest in the subject than from
a wish to divert his thoughts from herself.
Yes, I was making an entry, and with your permission I will complete it.
Knight then stood still and wrote.
Elfride remained beside him a moment, and afterwards walked on.
I should like to see all the secrets that are in that book, she gaily flung back at
him over her shoulder.
I don't think you will find much to interest you.
I know I should.
Then of course I have no more to say.
But I would ask this question first.
Is it a book of mere facts concerning journeys, and expenditure, and so on, or a book of thoughts?
Well, to tell the truth, it's not exactly either.
It consists for the most part of jottings for articles and essays, disjointed and disconnected,
of no possible interest to anybody but myself.
It contains, I suppose, your developed thoughts in embryo?
Yes.
If they are interesting when enlarged to the size of an article, what must they be in their
concentrated form?
Pure, rectified spirit, above proof.
Before it is lowered to be fit for human consumption.
Words that burn indeed.
Rather like a balloon before it's inflated—flabby, shapeless, dead.
You could hardly read them.
May I try?
she said coaxingly.
I wrote my poor romance in that way—I mean, in bits, out of doors—and I should like
to see whether your way of entering things is the same as mine.
Really, that's rather an awkward request.
I suppose I can hardly refuse, now you have asked so directly, but—
You think me ill-mannered in asking.
But does it not justify me, your writing in my presence, Mr. Knight?
If I had lighted upon your book by chance, it would have been different.
before me and say, excuse me, without caring whether I do or not, and write on, and then
tell me they are not private facts but public ideas.
Very well, Miss Swancourt, if you really must see, the consequences be upon your own head.
Remember, my advice is to you that you leave my book alone.
But with that caution I have your permission.
Yes.'
She hesitated a moment, looked at his hand containing the book, then laughed, and saying,
I must see it.
She withdrew it from his fingers.
Knight rambled on towards the house, leaving her standing in the path, turning over the
leaves.
By the time he had reached the wicked gate he saw that she had moved, and waited till
she came up.
Elfride had closed the notebook, and was carrying it disdainfully by the corner between her
finger and thumb.
Her face wore a nettled look.
She silently extended a volume towards him, raising her eyes no higher than her hand was
lifted.
"'Take it,' said Elfride, quickly.
I don't want to read it.'
"'Can you understand it?' said Knight.
"'As far as I look.
But I don't care to read much.'
"'Why, Miss Swancourt?'
"'Only because I didn't wish you, that's all.'
"'I warned you that you might not.'
"'Yes, but I never supposed you would have put me in there.'
"'Your name is not mentioned once within the four corners.'
"'Not my name, I know that.'
"'Nor your description, nor anything by which anybody would recognize you.'
"'Except myself.
For what is this?' she exclaimed, taking it from him and opening her page.
"'August the seventh.
That's the day before yesterday.
But I won't read it,' said Elfride, closing the book again with pretty hauteur.
"'Why should I?
I had no business to ask to see your book, and it serves me right.'
Knight hardly recollected what he had written, and turned the book over to see.
He came to this—'August seventh.
Girl gets into her teens, and her self-consciousness is born.
After a certain interval, past an infantile helplessness, it begins to act—simple, young,
and inexperienced at first.
Persons of observation can tell to a nicety how old this consciousness is by the skill
it has acquired in the art necessary to its success—the art of hiding itself.
Generally begins a career by actions which are popularly termed showing off.
Method adopted depends, in each case, upon the disposition, rank, residence of the young
lady attempting it.
Town-bred girl will utter some moral paradox on fast men or love.
Country miss adopts the more material media of taking a ghastly fence, whistling, or making
her blood run cold by appearing to risk her neck—mem on Endelstow Tower.
An innocent vanity is, of course, the origin of these displays.
Look at me, say these youthful beginners and womanly artifice, without reflecting whether
or not it be to their advantage to show so very much of themselves.
Amplify and correct for paper on artless arts.'
Yes, I remember now,' said Knight.
The notes were certainly suggested by your manoeuvres on the church tower, but you must
not think too much of such random observations,' he continued, encouragingly, as he noticed
her injured looks.
A mere fancy passing through my head assumes a fictitious importance to you, because it
has been made permanent by being written down.
All mankind thinks thoughts as bad as those of people they most love on earth.
But such thoughts never getting embodied on paper, it becomes assumed that they never
existed.
I dare say that you yourself have thought some disagreeable thing or other of me.'
Which would seem just as bad as this, if written.
Knight challenged you now.
Tell me.
The worst thing I have thought of you.
Yes.
I must not.
Oh, yes.
I thought you were rather round-shouldered.
Knight looked slightly redder.
And that there was a little bald spot on the top of your head.
Two ineradicable defects,' said Knight, there being a faint gassiness discernible in his
laugh.
They are much worse in a lady's eye than being taught self-conscious, I suppose.
Ah, that's very fine, she said, too inexperienced to perceive her hit, and hence not quite so
disposed to forgive his notes.
You alluded to me in that entry as if I were such a child too.
Everybody does that.
I cannot understand it.
I am quite a woman, you know.
How old do you think I am?
How old?
Why, seventeen, I should say.
All girls are seventeen.
You are wrong.
I am nearly nineteen.
Which class of women do you like best, those who seem younger or those who seem older than
they are?
Offhand, I should be inclined to say those who seem older.
So it was not in Frieda's class.
But it is well known, she said eagerly, and there was something touching in the artist
anxiety to be taught much of, which she revealed by her words, that the slower a nature is
to develop, the richer the nature.
Youths and girls, who are men and women before they come of age, are nobodies by the time
that backward people have shown their full compass.
Yes, said Knight thoughtfully, there is really something in that remark.
But at the risk of offence, I must remind you that you dare take it for granted that
the woman behind her time, at a given age, has not reached the end of her tether.
Her backwardness may not be because she is slow to develop, but because she soon exhausted
her capacity for developing.
Elfride looked disappointed.
By this time they were indoors.
Mrs. Swancourt, to whom matchmaking by any honest means was meat and drink, had now a
little scheme of that nature concerning this pair.
The morning-room in which they both expected to find her was empty, the old lady having,
for the above reason, vacated it by the second door, as they entered by the first.
Knight went to the chimney-piece, and carelessly surveyed two portraits on ivory.
Though these pink ladies had very rudimentary features, judging by what I see here, he observed,
they had unquestionably beautiful heads of hair.
Yes, and that is everything,' said Elfride, possibly conscious of her own, possibly not.
Not everything, though a great deal, certainly.
Which colour do you like best? she ventured to ask.
More depends on its abundance than on its colour.
Abundance is being equal.
May I inquire your favourite colour?
Dark.
I mean for women, she said, with the minutest fall of her countenance, and a hope that she
had been misunderstood.
So do I,' Knight replied.
It was impossible for any man not to know the colour of Elfride's hair.
In women who wear it plainly such a feature may be overlooked by men not given to ocular
intentness, but hers was always in the way.
You saw her hair as far as you could see her sex, and knew that it was the palest brown.
She knew instantly that Knight, being perfectly aware of this, had an independent standard
of admiration in the matter.
Elfride was thoroughly vexed.
She could not but be struck with the honesty of his opinions, and the worst of it was that
the more they went against her, the more she respected them.
And now, like a reckless gambler, she has it as her last and best treasure.
Her eyes.
They were her all now.
What coloured eyes do you like best, Mr. Knight? she said slowly.
Honestly or as a compliment?
Of course honestly.
I don't want anybody's compliment.
And yet Elfride knew otherwise—that a compliment or word of approval from that man would have
been like a well to a famished Arab.
I prefer Hazel, he said serenely.
She had played and lost again.
