Ngày 4 tháng 7, 2024 15:32:29

When I was young, I used to smoke, drink coffee, and drink alcohol. I did everything. When I was young, all the girls made me suffer. I loved this girl, and then I saw her talking to another girl. I was so jealous. My brain was suffering. I thought, why am I suffering because of this girl? Then I saw her talking to another girl. When I was suffering, I listened to the Buddha's teachings. Now I have to give up. I have to find a way to not suffer anymore. I have to understand the suffering of suffering. When I was suffering, I listened to the Buddha's teachings. Maybe the Buddha's teachings can help me save myself. When I listened to the Buddha's teachings, I understood. I had to practice. If the Buddha's teachings are true, I can quit smoking. I can quit drinking. I can quit eating meat. I can quit eating meat for 3 days. I can quit drinking. I can quit having sex. Now I see many girls wearing clothes from the temple. Many girls wear clothes from the temple. I have to be self-conscious. Self-consciousness makes me suffer. If I look for someone else, I will know. Some girls wear beautiful clothes. But if they don't wear makeup, they keep looking at me. I have to be self-conscious.