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Hello, everyone. Today I'm going to share with you the short story of Lu Yao,
The Green Pine and the Little Red Flower.
Yi, he is now the only relative left in the village.
This is an unfortunate person.
Two old and two young, without relatives or friends.
At the end of the winter of 1969,
there were more than 20 young men and women who came to join him.
In the second or third autumn,
these people flew away with the banquet.
Some of them became firemen.
Some of them were more fortunate to go to college.
Only he couldn't leave.
He was like a swallow whose wings were broken.
He stayed here for six years.
Everyone knows that he didn't believe it.
It was because his late father was declared a traitor who committed suicide for crime.
He was dead.
But he left him an undying political legacy.
But in some people's eyes,
his misfortune is mainly because of himself.
In people's feelings,
people who are in his situation now,
generally speaking, are always inferior.
In order to survive in this society,
or to ask for a little development,
he is always careful,
not crazy,
not cold-footed,
running behind the safety of the leader,
wandering freely with the tide of society.
But unfortunately,
Wu Yueqin didn't have this understanding.
He didn't have any of the virtues mentioned above.
On the contrary,
he showed a sense of pride.
Look at him.
He walks with his head up.
His eyes are always looking at the world in front of him.
He sometimes hums some foreign songs that people don't understand.
Sometimes he even boasts like a boy.
When others talk about those fashionable political topics,
he never stops talking.
He always keeps his words.
In short,
he is very different from the society in front of him.
His production team happens to be located in the commune.
The villagers in the village
met the commune cadres in the toilet.
They always smile with their faces
and use the words of the Zhuang family to pay tribute to people.
Have you eaten?
Wu Yueqin doesn't care about this.
He just met the commune secretary
and didn't take the initiative to talk to him.
If the Black Sand God Feng Guobin didn't talk to him,
he wouldn't even lift his eyelids
and walk past him.
He is very lonely.
But this is only for others.
In his own world,
it doesn't seem so.
Day and night,
as long as he is not asleep,
he is always humming and singing.
Of course,
it's not the song that people used to listen to.
No one can understand it.
He is cheerful.
People think so.
But the people despise his cheerfulness.
Indeed,
his father passed away a few years ago.
But didn't his mother die a few months ago?
Even if there are problems in the history of the elderly,
they are always their own relatives.
As a woman,
don't you even have a little bit of sadness and pain?
You can still sing cheerfully.
It's really a sin.
But once,
when the three captains of Wu Yueqing, Yun Sheng,
said something about him singing,
everyone was shocked.
Yun Sheng told people that
one day,
at dusk,
he heard him singing in a deserted ditch behind the village.
As he sang,
his voice suddenly turned into a loud cry.
Ah,
that's how it is.
People in the village finally understand
his strange temperament.
Who hasn't had such an experience in life?
When great pain is pressed on people's hearts,
sometimes people don't use tears,
but use singing to relieve sadness.
This singing is more sour than tears.
Because of all this,
Wu Yueqing is very famous in the palace.
Even the cadres on the line know
that there is such a woman in Nanma and the palace.
In addition,
all the officials who came from the province with him
are almost gone.
He has almost become the only person in the palace
who has a foreign accent.
And this person
is also a woman.
All this,
he must be noticed and discussed by others.
He
pretends not to hear,
but still acts in his own way.
Not long ago,
he sewed his own pants
with coarse labor.
The whole palace
immediately discussed it
as a rare thing.
Yang Lixiao,
the official of Airao,
said that
the pants were worn by foreigners.
Then,
the common people spread the legend
that Wu Yueqing of Nanma and the school
wore a pants with coarse labor.
Since then,
the palace has been in a hurry.
Many people actually went to the elementary school
to see his pants with coarse labor.
He can't even go to class.
He teaches in a large number of elementary schools.
Even those who don't like him
all say that he teaches well.
He can dance,
sing,
and especially draw.
The violin is also very good.
He also knows English.
He trains a group of dolls
next to Xiangshange
more skillfully than the dolls
in the county.
No matter what the villagers in the village
think of him,
they all like him
and love him because of this.
After he left for a few days,
the whole village felt empty.
But there were indeed
a lot of people who resented him.
These people
are mainly the state-owned cadres
that Wu Yueqing called.
And among these people,
the one who resented him the most
was Feng Guobin.
Feng Guobin has a nickname of Black Sand God.
Not only is his face black and rough,
but his facial expression
also gives people a sense of prestige.
More importantly,
this person has a bad temper and is strange.
He often gets angry.
Even if he did something wrong,
he rarely used his face or mouth to check.
He just used action to correct.
He is strict with the shortcomings of ordinary people.
But he is not polite to his superiors' mistakes.
Just because of this,
he has gained universal respect.
Because of this,
those cadres who want to use public office
to make a living for themselves
are worried about working under him.
This is the typical Communist Party person
He is loyal to the party's cause.
But on some things,
he seems to be a bit old-fashioned.
Needless to say,
he has no sense of pain
in his behavior beyond the normal standard.
He is not only resentful of Wu Yueqin,
but also a bit hostile.
This is not because of his origin.
He knows that his parents
may be good people who have been framed.
Hasn't this kind of thing happened
in the past ten years of the Cultural Revolution?
He is mainly resentful of Wu Yueqin himself.
In his opinion,
this girl has too many shortcomings.
She has a sense of wealth.
And her behavior is so unrestrained
that she doesn't understand human feelings at all.
He even doubts
whether she has a moral sense of morality of a normal person.
On this day,
Yang Lixiao, the editor-in-chief,
told this black-haired man that
he listened to people's reactions.
Wu Yueqin came in
not only to sing foreign yellow songs,
but also to give them to the dolls.
Feng Guobin was angry when he heard this.
He immediately sent someone to call Wu Yueqin.
He wanted to hit him hard.
This is amazing.
However,
Wu Yueqin felt very strange
when she heard that the secretary of the commune called her.
She didn't have any direct contact with Feng Guobin.
It turned out that the intellectual youth
often mixed with this black-haired man
for their own business.
But she never looked for him.
She heard from the side that
the secretary of the commune was very resentful of her.
Since she was resentful,
why did she look for him?
However, to be honest,
she didn't really resent the secretary of the commune.
Although she didn't know her,
she felt that the people didn't hate her.
Anyway, she thought that
the people didn't hate her,
so she didn't hate her.
It doesn't matter what she thinks of herself.
Now the secretary of the commune
sent someone to call her.
What's the matter?
There probably won't be anything good.
What else can a person like her
hope for?
But what did she do wrong?
What did she do wrong?
She can't remember.
Anyway,
she really wants to see
what this black-haired man looks like.
Can she still eat him?
She walked from the small school behind the village
to the house of the commune
in front of the village.
The thin autumn rain
has been falling for more than ten days.
It's still raining now.
The sky is like a gray flag.
It's so dark.
In the field,
there is a bitter taste of earth.
Among the green mountains far away,
there is a soft dance troupe floating.
It's like a poem,
and it makes people want to fly.
The village road is trampled by people
and it's messy.
It's hard to walk.
She didn't bring an umbrella
or a straw hat.
She stared at her feet
and walked very carefully.
She looks different
from her personality.
The clothes she cut herself
show her beautiful figure
She has a dignified and beautiful face.
Her skin is white and red.
Her long eyelashes
protect her clear eyes like water.
She looks very pure.
Her hair is tied with a green thread
in the back of her head
to form a fluffy ball.
Now, on this fluffy black hair,
there are some tiny pearls.
It's like sprinkling some broken silver.
On the vast plateau land,
she is like a tender flower.
You can imagine
how much she paid
for not crying
in the snowstorm.
Wu Yuqin walked into
the secretary's house
The secretary was sitting
behind the desk
in a serious and dignified way.
Her two arms
were placed on the desk
and she was dressed
like an old farmer.
She seemed to be waiting
for someone to talk to her.
But she didn't say a word
This made her stand on the ground
and tremble.
She soon knew
that she met
a strange person.
She didn't say anything
and just sat
on a chair across from her.
She turned her head
to look at a row of tables
about the agriculture
of our company.
In fact, she was looking at
the number on the table
instead of looking at it.
She came in
and didn't take a serious look
at the secretary's face.
But when she got there,
she didn't look good.
The whole room
was full of
explosive air.
She felt really strange.
When did she do something wrong
to be treated
like this?
She thought
this was a kind of oppression
and she couldn't stand it.
She wanted to resist.
But she wasn't ready
to open her mouth first
and let the person
behind the table
who had the power
shout first.
She wasn't afraid of this.
In the past ten years,
what kind of oppression
has she never suffered?
Have you eaten dinner?
Feng Guobin finally opened his mouth.
But the voice was surprisingly calm.
This made Wu Yueqin
eat the chair.
But when she heard it,
it was obviously
a repulsive sound.
It was like a flash
in front of the bomb.
Eat it.
She didn't care to answer.
You are too much of a person.
Feng Guobin finally got angry.
This sudden chair
made the girl
who seemed to be
not afraid of anything
tremble in fear.
Her eyes
were immediately
nailed to Feng Guobin's face
Now she could see
the black face
of the whole county.
It was like a rough iron.
At this moment,
it was twisted by the angry pull.
The wrinkles
looked like cracks.
There was a scar
on the right side of the face.
It just crossed the eyebrows
and the corner of the eyes
like a shocking sign.
This is probably
the memory left by the war.
What's wrong with me?
Her voice asked calmly.
At this moment,
such a silent calm
was at least as powerful
as Feng Guobin's anger.
That iron-like face
seemed to be
a little shaken
by this.
Feng Guobin
ignored her question
and continued to shout at her.
I think you are
You
But you can't
lead those dolls
into the black water.
I think
Secretary Feng
What's wrong with me?
If Wu Yueqin interrupts her,
her excited eyes
will be red.
I think you should
stop teaching.
Go back to the production team.
Feng Guobin
turned his head
to one side
and picked up the smoke pot
and dug it up
What's wrong with me?
You have to make it clear.
I can not teach
But you have to make it clear
What did I do wrong?
Why are you pretending to be confused?
You taught the dolls
some foreign songs.
Feng Guobin
held a smoke pot
with no fire
in his hand
and asked in a loud voice
Wu Yueqin
immediately
lifted her mouth
with a smile of ridicule.
She said
You misunderstood.
This is not a foreign song.
It's a song I composed
I just taught the children
in English.
I think
this can be a win-win situation.
The children can learn to sing
and learn English.
Besides,
the lyrics are not sour.
To explain this,
I can tell you
the lyrics.
The lyrics are like this.
Little red flower, little red flower
grows under the gentle breeze.
The wind blows, the rain hits.
Relax, don't bend your waist.
Little red flower also laughs.
Do you think
this is a sour song?
Feng Guobin was silent.
Obviously, Yang Lixiao
provided him with a false situation
and made him
do this job for no reason.
His silence
is an apology to the other party.
But
he only silently understood.
That is to say,
after apologizing
to what happened just now,
he said fiercely
You sing foreign songs yourself.
This is always the truth.
Wu Yueqin
didn't seem to care.
She said
I love to sing some foreign songs.
I don't know how to sing
The songs I can sing
have some
love life.
But I can't see it myself.
It's yellow.
Is the work with love content
yellow?
Now in the sample play,
both men and women
are a little bright.
But I think
Don't say it.
Feng Guobin
rudely interrupted him.
He expressed
a kind of disgust.
He seemed to say
Why is the face of a girl so thick?
Love is long and love is short.
It's not embarrassing.
People say you are not serious.
It's not fake at all.
Wu Yueqin stood up.
She was surprised.
She challenged him and asked
Secretary Feng
Should I continue to teach?
The music stopped for a while.
She didn't know why.
She was very emotional and added
Let me teach.
You may not know
I'm leaving these kids now.
Maybe I'm going crazy.
Feng Guobin touched his black face
hard.
He didn't say a word.
He rubbed a match
and lit that pot of sweat.
Although the contact was short,
Wu Yueqin had already felt
the temper of this black killer.
Her silence
is a confirmation answer
to her question.
I don't know why
she was so grateful
that her body was cut
and her back was cut.
She quickly moved her feet
out of the door.
It was raining outside.
The mountains across the village
had become foggy.
The dusk was coming.
When she got off the platform
and came to the door
through the water,
Yang Lixiao, a literary scholar
took a bowl of noodles
and put it in her mouth.
She was sweating.
She wore a white shirt
and a pair of tight pants.
She showed off
with a gold chain
like a key.
It was shining
on her pants.
When she saw him coming,
she put the chopsticks in her right hand
into the left hand of Duanma.
She lifted her arms
and touched the two sides
She opened her mouth
and smiled at him.
She said,
I heard everything
This man
is an old-fashioned person.
Don't mind him.
But you have to pay attention
Don't you think
Chongyang is being scolded now?
Wu Yueqin has always
been disgusted with this man.
He is as disgusting as
Sun Shuizui when he started his business.
She smiled lightly
and pointed at the white shirt of this literary scholar
and said,
Look at yourself in the mirror.
After that,
she hurried out of the door.
Yang Lixiao
looked at her chest
and blushed immediately.
Her white shirt
was made of imported fertilizer
and was covered with wood.
Although I don't know how many times I wrote it,
I still saw a few words
in Japanese on it.
She embarrassedly
walked to him and shouted,
Don't laugh at us.
We are doing this in Yan'an style.
It's hard and simple.
Wu Yueqin
walked back
on the muddy village road.
The autumn rain gently
hit the earth.
The smell of firewood
was scattered in the air.
It was time to have dinner.
She didn't go back to school.
She left the original road
and walked aimlessly.
She found herself
in the wilderness
She loved to
wander here alone.
As soon as she got here,
she temporarily
separated from the whole world.
This world
bothered her so much.
She rejoiced here.
Except for Dashan and Xiaocao,
no one could see her.
She sang,
cried,
and shouted here.
Then she listened to
what Dashan had to say to her.
Although she got the answer,
it was always
the sound of her question.
It was heard again and again.
It was far away.
It was weak.
Finally, it disappeared
in the vast world.
A few years ago,
her father,
the vice dean of the Academy of Fine Arts,
was pushed down
from the quarantine room
and announced
that he committed suicide for his crime.
Her mother was suffering
from illness and pain.
She passed away
not long ago.
She became an orphan
in her life
and in politics.
She got the first place
in the whole region
in the university exam
She was happy for a while.
But there was an iron rod,
which soon restored
her life
to its original state.
The motherland was suffering.
She was suffering, too.
A lonely heart
was often trampled
by the rumors of society.
The invisible rain
gently fell on her shoulders
like an invisible hand
caressing her tenderly.
Night fell.
Everything was hidden
in the darkness.
The green grass soaked in the rain
emitted a sweet smell
that penetrated her nose.
Here and there,
the birds in the nest
fluttered their wings.
She walked slowly
on the familiar path,
not afraid of anything,
not afraid of wolves,
not afraid of ghosts,
not afraid of the dark.
Her experience
was already bad enough.
What more could she be afraid of?
She walked
and looked sorrowfully
in the darkness.
She always wanted to see something,
but she couldn't see anything.
She stopped
and closed her eyes.
She was most afraid of recalling the past.
But the pictures of the past
always appeared
in front of her
The bright sunshine in early spring
shone on the green grass.
She thought she was in her mother's arms,
her feet on her father's knees,
the sound of blood on the paper of the painter,
the yellowing silk,
the murky water of the wall,
the bright white tower.
The rain began to pour
and the wind rose.
In the darkness,
the wind and rain
hit her swollen face
and her wet clothes
coldly stuck to her body.
It was unbearable pain.
She shouted desperately
at the black sky.
Ah! Ah! Ah!
Thousands of arms in the darkness
responded to her call for a long time.
Xiaowu!
Suddenly someone behind her was calling her.
Her spine was cold for a while.
She subconsciously turned around
and asked nervously,
Who?
I, Yunsheng.
Look back!
It's so dark and it's raining again.
When she did hear
that it was the sound of the captain,
her whole body relaxed.
Here, put on my straw hat.
Yunsheng handed over
the straw hat in the darkness
and asked again,
Look back!
She took the straw hat
and walked silently.
Then she heard
the sound of footsteps.
At this time,
she suddenly felt
the terrible darkness.
It seemed that the devils
lurking around
were coming to her.
But she felt a kind of power
was protecting her.
It was the sound of footsteps
behind her.
She was as powerful as a war drum.
Her straw hat
was not put on her head.
She held it tightly in her hand.
She felt that it was not a straw hat,
but a sword given by Yunsheng
to protect her.
The storm was getting stronger and stronger.
In the whole world,
there was only the sound of the storm,
which was monotonous and complicated.
Not long after,
the sound of the water
and the sound of the river
suddenly increased.
She was walking
and asked,
Yunsheng, how did you know I was here?
Yunsheng answered behind her,
Not only today,
I know every time you come to this desert.
I am always behind
I am afraid you are looking for a short sword,
a small thing.
Don't think too much.
Today I know
Secretary Feng called you.
Old Feng is a good man.
He has a bad temper.
Don't worry about it.
A hot stream
swam to Wu Yueqing's chest.
He thought,
in these years,
if it were not for the kind mother
who took care of him like her own flesh and blood,
his situation
would not be so bad.
When he was sick,
his mother
stayed by his side
and fed him medicine and soup.
In order to make him able to continue his study,
he ran to the village
and asked for help.
It was already the end of the village.
Wu Yueqing wiped the rain water on his face
and wiped away the two tears at the corner of his eyes.
He stood and waited for Yunsheng to come closer
and gave him the straw hat.
In the dark, he couldn't see his face clearly,
but he could feel
the kind atmosphere of his villagers.
Yunsheng received the straw hat and said,
My mother is still with you.
I have to go to pick her up.
Wu Yueqing wiped his wet hair
and walked to school with him shoulder to shoulder.
Yunsheng's mother was sitting by his bed,
and when she saw them coming back,
her wrinkles were all gone,
and her lips were trembling.
Yunsheng said what he wanted to say,
but he didn't say anything.
He just pointed at the white pancake on the stove
and a bowl of hot rice soup
and said,
You eat it while it's hot.
We're going back.
Wu Yueqing took off the umbrella from the wall
and touched the flashlight from the pillow
and handed it to Yunsheng.
When Yunsheng picked up these two things,
he was grateful to look at him.
He thought he was in a hurry.
The black eyebrows,
the purple-red face,
the cloud-like body,
and more importantly,
he had such a beautiful heart.
He sent them to the door.
Yunsheng's mother was walking
and sitting in the dark.
She said,
You go back and eat while it's hot.
Wu Yueqing came back to his dormitory
and cried on his bed.
But it wasn't because of pain.
After crying,
he changed into a set of dry clothes
and combed his hair seriously
How many years has it been?
He found himself young and beautiful again.
He ate a bowl of fragrant pancake
and rice soup
and took off the violin from the wall
and pulled it up.
The sound of the piano and the wind outside the window
were mixed together
to make this quiet night
hot and exciting.
Feng Guobin was in Xuman.
Wu Yueqing soon fell in love.
In the name of the revolutionary people,
wrote an anonymous letter to the Communist Party of China
to sue him for his decision to resist the Communist Party of China.
Wu Yueqing didn't study the Harbin experience
in the South China Sea and the Communist Party of China,
and didn't go to a socialist university.
He said that the free market of the Communist Party of China
was not only the same as before,
but it was also getting worse.
Capitalist activities are everywhere now.
This letter concluded
that the Communist Party of China
had become a capitalist kingdom.
And the king of this kingdom
was Feng Guobin.
On the second day of the letter,
the Communist Party of China sent a task force.
They came to the South China Sea and the Communist Party of China
without saying hello to the county committee.
On the same day, the South China Sea and the Communist Party of China
immediately verified the situation
stated in the anonymous letter.
The task force immediately ordered Feng Guobin
to stop the inspection on behalf of the Communist Party of China,
and then notified the county committee of this decision.
The Black Sand God
didn't want this set of gifts.
His old temper was wrong,
and he only corrected it in silence.
What's more, he thought he didn't do anything wrong.
Why should he do an inspection
At the general assembly
convened by the task force,
he neither inspected nor explained.
He didn't say a word.
He just smoked his sweat one pot after another.
The task force had no choice
but to return to the position
and report to him.
He didn't care about the suspension of his post.
His workload was even greater than before.
He slept like a log.
He carried tools every day
to participate in the work of the South China Sea and the Communist Party of China.
As for the work of the task force,
he didn't care about it at all.
He was still in charge here.
At this moment,
he heard one more thing
about Wu Yueqin.
Yang Lixiao told him.
Yang Lixiao told him that
Wu Yueqin has been getting worse and worse recently.
He can't even get along with
the captain of the South China Sea and the Three Teams.
Now the whole public
is talking about
Feng Yigu and Yigu.
Feng Guobin was very shocked
Originally, through the last conversation,
the image of this girl
had already changed in his mind.
Especially
his unyielding personality
left him a pretty good impression.
Although he didn't say it,
he liked it.
Unexpectedly,
such an accident happened again.
Now he feels
that he didn't care enough
about this girl before.
Not only didn't he care enough,
but he actually
never cared about her.
Now he seriously considers
how unfortunate
who lives on the land where he leads
is.
He has no one to rely on.
He has so many talents
and specialties,
but he can't go anywhere.
For many years,
he has been living in this country.
People in their 20s
can't even consider a satisfactory marriage.
Can't such a dangerous encounter
and fate force a person to fall?
He thought
if this girl really fell,
in fact, he was also responsible.
He might have helped her
a little in the past,
but he didn't do that.
Thinking that he didn't care
about such an unfortunate person,
he felt very sad.
So, although his current situation
is not good,
he is still ready to talk to her.
This time, he is not going to call her
to the palace.
He wants to talk to her in person.
This also contains a sense of
sorry to her.
On this day,
he came back with a dirty smell
and picked up
a bowl of red beans
and dried rice left by the cook.
He didn't even wipe his face,
and he went to Nanmahe Primary School.
It was ten o'clock in the morning.
The sky was clear in the autumn night.
Stars appeared one after another.
He held his cup in his hand
and walked with tears in his eyes
and loose steps
without a sound.
It is the smell of autumn crops
that can be seen on the village road
and the smell of autumn crops
that can be seen in the field.
The secretary of the palace office
was very happy
because autumn crops were going to be harvested.
For this,
how many people suffered
in the back of the palace.
And he,
he also had to carry
a lot of political pressure.
Anyway,
as long as the people have food in the village,
he is willing to suffer.
He walked all the way
and climbed all the way.
At one point,
he was at the top of Gaozhenggou.
He wouldn't miss a grain
But he couldn't get the grain
in the bowl of farmers.
He couldn't get it.
He thought,
and he muttered
a word of apology
to Yekong's family.
He had forgotten
that he was now a suspended cadre.
Maybe he was going to withdraw.
It was not his turn to quarrel with others.
When he arrived at the gate of the elementary school,
he remembered
what he had done tonight.
He wanted to talk to Wu Yueqin
who really cared about him.
He said to her,
don't fall down
no matter what bad luck.
Keep your head high.
He entered the school yard
and saw the only lighted window in the middle.
He thought it was where Wu Yueqin lived
because all the teachers in the village
lived at home.
When he walked to the center of the yard,
he stopped because he heard
two people talking in the room.
It was Wu Yueqin and Yun Sheng
who had a loud voice.
His heart sank.
He wanted to turn around and leave,
but he heard these two people talking
and seemed to talk about himself.
He stood down and listened to what they talked about.
Ah,
it must be a rumor
made by Yang Lixiao.
Now the whole commune is discussing
between the two of us.
Secretary Feng may also know it.
If he hadn't been bullied by others recently,
he would have called you
to the commune for a lesson.
This is the voice of Yun Sheng.
Wu Yueqin will shoot soon.
I'm not afraid.
If Secretary Feng interferes
with others' righteous love,
he will be too outrageous.
I don't think so.
As for the rumor made by Yang Lixiao,
we are short-sighted.
We are upright.
We are not afraid of ghosts knocking at the door at midnight.
Yun Sheng, just say something.
You see, I have no one to rely on now.
Who can I rely on
to save me?
Only you and your mother
are my closest relatives.
I don't love you for anything else,
but I love your good heart.
Just promise me.
Let's live together
I won't be a needle for you,
but I can bear the pain.
I'm willing to suffer with you
for the rest of my life.
Feng Guobing in the yard
was greatly shocked
when he heard these words.
He suddenly felt that
he didn't know this girl before.
He remembered that he had treated her
He was so ashamed
that he knocked Mao Chacha's head.
The conversation in the house began again.
He restrained his disturbed mood
and continued to listen.
Yun Sheng's voice
Xiaowu,
I appreciate your kindness,
but I can't do this.
I am an ordinary people
who only read books
three days later.
My exhibition is in this Tugeda forest.
You are an intellectual.
You should do something bigger.
You shouldn't stay in the mountain
for the rest of your life.
The country will call you
to do something more suitable for you one day.
If you get married with me,
it means I hurt you.
Now the whole company
is spreading rumors about you and me.
My mother and I cried a few times.
A few days ago,
my mother and I discussed
and asked my uncle to introduce me
a daughter-in-law in their village.
The woman came to my house yesterday.
We were engaged.
We also prepared some food
to invite some people
from the commune and the village
to eat and drink tomorrow.
This is a good news.
It means to shut up those rumors.
You have been bullied too much.
How can you be bullied because of me?
Then I heard Wu Yueqin's voice
crying bitterly.
Like a child,
there was no sober night.
Feng Guobin's blood flowed
to his head.
He suddenly felt dizzy for a while.
He stumbled
under an old tree in the yard
and put his black face
on the cold and rough tree trunk.
Two so young
and pure hearts
touched his nose
for a while.
In the house,
Wu Yueqin's crying stopped.
When he heard her,
he said,
Yunsheng, you are so good.
You are so good, Yunsheng.
I want to treat you
like a real brother.
Your mother is my real mother.
I am her real daughter.
I am also your real sister.
At this time,
Yunsheng cried.
Although the young man's crying
was restrained,
the rough male voice
came out of his lungs.
Feng Guobin waved
his thick and short legs
out of the yard of the elementary school.
The muscle on his face was tight.
The scar
turned purple.
His attitude was as angry
as a vicious old cow.
He felt that the society
was harming these dolls.
If he could catch
these bad guys now,
he would immediately
break their necks
with his hands
He did not help them
and felt as if his heart was stabbed.
Damn it!
He walked to the riverbank
and cursed at the mountain
Then he raised
an old stone from the road
and threw it
into a deep pool
under the road.
He wiped the water beads
on his black face with his sleeve
and walked to the palace.
Feng Guobin left
a note on his desk
and did not close the door.
He got on his bike
and ran to the county.
Two hours later,
he appeared in the office
of the county secretary Zhang Hua.
The county secretary was lying on the bed
and seemed to be going to bed.
Feng Guobin's arrival
obviously shocked him.
He smiled
and said,
Oh,
you bastard!
You barged in like a dog
in the middle of the night
and scared people.
How could you
even care about your hair?
Feng Guobin replied
with a joke.
He raised a warm water bottle
and poured it into the half-jar of purple tea
that the secretary had drunk.
He raised his neck and drank it.
There was a tea leaf on his mouth.
Zhang Hua took out a sugar box
and handed it to him.
He grabbed two pieces of paper
and threw them into his mouth.
He sat on the sofa
and chewed them.
It seemed that he was very tired
and did not want to say anything for the time being.
Zhang Hua smiled and stared at him
and sat in the circle behind the desk.
The county secretary was tall
and dressed in loose clothes.
He had a big black cup
and his broad forehead
was shining under the lamp.
He was in a good mood
and gave people a kind of scholar's demeanor.
Only the face that was tanned by the sun
showed that he was a person
who had been engaged in rural work for a long time.
He stared at Feng Guobin
warmly and said,
You are probably here for the suspension, right?
What a black killer!
On the day of the meeting,
17 communes dared not stand up.
You, a bad man, stood up.
What?
Can't you eat now?
The secretary stood up from the circle
and lit a cigarette.
He took two steps slowly and stood still.
He said very seriously,
In fact, there is nothing great about this.
Of course, the first committee issued a document.
I can't issue another document
and sing a duet with them.
This is a matter of organizational principles.
However, I hope
that all 18 communes
will be like you, a black killer,
to resist.
What a black killer!
The farmers' arms and legs
had been tied up to death.
Even the rooster had to be restricted and intervened.
It was outrageous.
Don't be nervous.
I lied to the committee
that the situation was special at that time
and I asked you to maintain the original situation
and stop my suspension.
Feng Guobin's mouth stopped moving.
He looked deeply into the secretary's eyes
and then
swallowed the candy in his mouth.
He took out a smoking pot and
took a bite.
He said,
I didn't come to you for my own business.
I'm not afraid of suspension.
At most, the black killer will be wiped out
and Lao Jue will probably not be able to take it away.
I mainly came to you
for Wu Yueqin's matter today.
Zhang Hua didn't seem to have heard
this strange name and thought about it.
He said,
Oh, is it the naughty
daughter of your commune?
It's a little famous.
What's wrong with her?
Feng Guobin took a breath.
We don't know her.
This is a very good young man.
I admire you.
Your next step will be great.
You suddenly care about her fate.
That's exactly what I lack.
Rough work
is too little
concern for comrades
and their fates.
I won't talk about the details of Wu Yueqin.
This year's university recruitment has been completed.
But the recruitment of the regional
demonstration school has just begun.
Can you write a note to Wen Jiaoju?
Don't go.
I'll take it to them.
Let them take care of Wu Yueqin no matter what.
Recommend Wu Yueqin.
She is colorful and righteous.
She has been in our Tuge for six years.
We are now
so talented.
Zhang Hua has been listening to her seriously.
She has never heard
this Black Shark God
speak so warmly.
The county secretary no longer asked
the origin of the matter.
She thought about it a bit
and wrote a note to Feng Guobin.
Feng Guobin
got up with this note.
Zhang Hua asked her to do it again,
but she refused.
The secretary deeply understood
that her strange temper
was not strong,
so she used an arm
to warmly hug her shoulder
and send her to the gate.
On the way, the secretary asked her
if there was anything important to say to her.
Feng Guobin raised his head
and stared at her fiercely.
He said,
the most important thing is that the upper region
will support us.
The old men above are getting married.
It doesn't seem to be farmed by farmers.
He forced the farmers to die.
His rude words
made the county secretary laugh.
The secretary
pinched his shoulder with his hand.
He said,
you always
mention Hu Ji.
I agree with you.
But,
old Feng,
you dare not speak
in the position of a farmer.
This is your old habit.
Don't forget that you are a member of the Communist Party.
Feng Guobin
opened his mouth
and laughed.
He laughed like a child.
After
last night's emotional
fight,
Wu Yueqin calmed down.
Everything seemed to be the same to her.
But she experienced
a solemn wedding.
She saw the noble qualities
that no evil force
can destroy
and distort.
These people
are her teachers.
She didn't want to complain about the unfairness of life
to her anymore.
She asked herself to live seriously
in this unfair encounter
so as not to be ashamed of the land
and the country she grew up in.
She wanted to repay the affection
for her whole life.
She seemed to get old.
Her eyes
became as deep as autumn water
overnight.
In order to seek excitement
she put the so-called
handkerchief under the box
and put on a
white blue school uniform.
In the morning,
she went to the well to fetch water.
Yang Lixiao came out of nowhere
and shouted at her.
Oh,
Xiaowu,
do you know that
Feng Guobin's free market problem
has collapsed?
The Party Committee has suspended his post
and asked him to check.
He didn't check.
The workers went up to react again.
He panicked.
Last night he rode a car
and ran straight to the county.
He probably moved to Zhanghua.
He left a note
and said he would come back this morning.
What a mess!
Didn't he slap you
Now it's his turn to slap him.
Wu Yueqin saw
his misfortune to others
and was very angry.
Didn't he usually
respect and be obedient to Secretary Feng?
Now that Feng has collapsed,
he has become
such a face.
Yang Lixiao thought that
Wu Yueqin would laugh at him
but he didn't expect
that he was so disgusted with him.
He felt very uncomfortable
and walked with his feet shaking.
Wu Yueqin bit her lips
and stood upright on the platform
and forgot to hit the water.
A few days ago,
he had heard about the situation of Lao Feng.
He thought that Lao Feng,
a tough guy, would not give in.
Even someone with ulterior motives
couldn't do anything to him.
Now he heard that
Secretary Feng was also worried about this
and was very surprised
Last time, although Lao Feng
scolded him,
he didn't regret it.
On the contrary,
he respected him
when he thought about it later.
Although the first time they dealt with each other
was not so harmonious,
he immediately felt that
he was a straightforward and kind person.
He likes this kind of personality.
He felt that in front of him,
he could say anything.
He also thought that
this person worked hard for the people
like a stubborn and suffering old cow.
He had to touch
all kinds of pressure with both feet.
He is down now,
but not for his own interests.
Those who are unlucky
for their own interests deserve it.
He was hit like this
He suffered for everyone.
And his mood
is so tense now.
It means that the situation
may be very serious.
He didn't know why he felt
that he should go to him immediately.
He was too impolite to him last time.
He had a strong desire
to apologize to him
and wanted to say something to him.
He told him not to be stubborn.
The people are on his side.
He had a good time after breakfast.
It is estimated that Lao Feng
had come back from the county
and rushed to the commune to find him.
He went to the commune
but was left empty-handed.
Lao Feng didn't come back.
Is it really serious?
He was very anxious
and went out of the yard of the commune.
He couldn't help but jump on the road
leading to the county.
I don't know why,
he was so stubborn that he wanted to see him soon
and say a few kind words to him
as if his few words
could save Secretary Feng
from bad luck.
He walked slowly along the road.
He was even angry
that if he kicked the little lion
under his feet
to the small earth pit in front of him,
Secretary Feng would come back immediately.
If he couldn't kick it in,
Lao Feng wouldn't come back today.
So he kicked the little lion
It was really like the fall of this little lion
that decided whether Secretary Feng would come back or not.
The little lion didn't kick it into the earth pit.
He sighed in disappointment.
He was about to go back,
but suddenly he found a bicycle
flashing over from a far corner.
He stared at it nervously for a while.
He smiled happily
and said Lao Feng was back.
He thought
he was wrong just now.
If the little lion couldn't kick it into the earth pit,
Secretary Feng would come back immediately.
Feng Guobin, who was sweating,
saw Wu Yueqin.
He jumped out of the car
and looked at her excitedly.
He asked,
What are you doing here?
Wu Yueqin smiled shyly
and said straightly,
I'm waiting for you.
What's the matter?
Feng Guobin got up and asked,
No.
Secretary Feng, I want to comfort you.
Don't be angry.
You are right.
You are a good person.
You?
He didn't know how to express
what he had prepared.
He even forgot to apologize
for what happened last time.
But Feng Guobin
had already felt
the sincerity of this girl
in his short play.
He wiped his sweaty face
and looked at her warmly.
His eyes were moist
with a pair of golden eyes.
He was moved
and thought
how much this girl needed
someone to comfort her.
But she came to comfort others.
He thought about it a little
and said to her,
Go back and get ready
to go to Shifan School in the area.
I came to the county this time
to do this for you.
Wu Yueqin's face
suddenly became pale.
The sudden news
made him
very angry.
For several years,
no one had told him
good news about her.
He never dreamed
that he would have such a good thing.
He was surprised
and turned around
and cried.
Feng Guobin
forgot to look at
his fierce shoulders
and wiped his tears
and turned his eyes
to the distant mountains.
Wu Yueqin turned around
and put her hands on her face
and said firmly to Feng Guobin
No,
I can't go.
I saw your pure
and kind heart.
Because of this,
I don't want you to be implicated for me.
Your current situation is so difficult.
Those who have no good intentions
must use this to make articles
for me.
Besides,
I don't want to change my situation
I want to fight for my progress
with my own hands,
my own heart,
and my own efforts.
Please promise me.
I have decided.
After Feng Guobin
heard his excited confession,
his face suddenly became
solemn.
He raised his hands
and walked back and forth on the road.
Then he stood still
and waited for his excited face
to say
If you don't go because of the previous reason,
you don't have to worry at all.
If you don't go because of the later reason,
then I have nothing to say.
But I want to say to you
Child,
I really want to do something for you
to make up for
the unforgivable mistake
I made to you before.
But I am so willing to hear
what you just said.
Yes,
a person can think like this
even if he has made a real step
Feng, I will remember
Anyway, I won't go.
Please promise me.
Feng Guobin's black face showed
the smile of a father who was satisfied with his children.
He waved his hand
and said,
OK, let's go back.
He pushed the bicycle
and followed him.
The old and the young
walked to the construction site
in the rising sun.
In front of them,
were full of colorful colors.
The fruits that people poured with their blood
were ripe,
and the harvest season was coming.
Two years later,
in 1977,
it was another harvest season.
Wu Yueqin got a good grade
and went to
a famous science university in the capital.
At the same time,
Feng Guobin was promoted to
the deputy director of the county committee.
At first, Feng's transfer order was issued early,
but he kept delaying
and didn't complete the procedure.
He had to wait for Wu Yueqin.
It was a sunny morning.
The yellow sunshine
shone on the colorful fields.
People surrounded
Wu Yueqin,
who was about to leave,
She was excited to sit
on the driver's seat.
She wanted to send Wu Yueqin
to the car station in the county.
Almost everyone in the village came to see her off.
Daughters-in-law and grandmothers
wanted to hold her hands
and touch her.
The children in the school
couldn't bear to see Wu's tears.
Wu Yueqin kissed the doll
in her daughter-in-law's arms
and then cried
in front of her mother.
Her mother touched her hair
and her tears fell
like broken beads.
Feng Guobin couldn't get into the circle of people.
He stood on the doorstep
and smoked.
His hands were shaking.
Wu Yueqin saw him
and ran over.
She stood in front of him
with tears on her face
and smiled at him.
She pulled out a sealed paper roll
and handed it to him.
She said,
Feng, this is a souvenir for you.
Do you remember
I recited a song for you two years ago?
You must remember
I drew this picture
I haven't drawn for many years
and my hands are so clumsy.
Don't mind if I don't draw well.
This is a little gift from me.
Feng Guobin received this picture
and his lips were moving
and he wanted to say a lot of words
but he didn't say anything.
He smiled at her
and told her
to be careful on the road
and not to catch a cold.
Don't forget to write to me
when you get to Beijing.
I will.
OK, bye.
She reached out her big hand
to hold his hand
and hurried back to her house.
Wu Yueqin guessed
she probably didn't want to see him leave.
These things
also showed her special temper.
She was so deep in thought
that she forgot
the house she lived in
and ran to the tractor.
Feng Guobin went back to his room
with his hand on his back
and his assistant in front of the window.
He heard the tractor starting
and walked away.
Now he opened the picture
and carefully put it
next to his desk.
He stepped back
and stared at the picture
The blue sky and white clouds
were in the background
and a small red flower
was in full bloom.
On the left side of the picture
was a beautiful draft
with the words
Green pine and small red flower
August, 1979 in Yan'an
Originally in Yuhua
July, 1980
