Artist Dies, Goes To HELL and Has Been Saved From SATAN By JESUS (Shocking Testimony) | NDE

I heard the Lord saying it's not about okay what is your to-do list what is on your vision board how can you execute these steps it's about living and having fellowship with the Holy Spirit as we spoke briefly I was brought up in church literally um Sundays were in church from about 9:00 a.m. to 6:00 p.m. and my parents both served in church like my mom was an usher my dad was you know did something in there I know we were always in church and so I was raised in the church I was in the I was in the youth group like everything and right around like high school it was like I just cannot wait to move out to turn 18 so I don't have to go to church anymore because it was in my eyes kind of like boring and dull and unrealistic because certain things I would see were just like very exaggerated with like you know the traditional Pentecostal movement I just didn't have the Revelation that I do now um but I always had an understanding of the Holy Spirit but from an ignorant perspective like I knew God was real I knew he loved me but because that sin you know God took care of your sin was preached so hard I thought that Grace was like well I can live my life and when I'm old I can serve God kind of go into the world and live my life and pursue my dreams which were you know music and dancing I grew up dancing ballet I grew up singing in choirs and singing in school and um yeah I just couldn't wait to really pursue my dreams cuz my parents raised me that you know I could do all things through Christ who strengthens me I can follow my dreams and they were a little liberal in that sense where they allowed me to kind of venture off but I didn't realize I had prayer praying parents like severe praying parents yeah what's crazy is I had a friend in high school who sent me an audition that the Florida Marlins the baseball team was having an open up an open call for dancers for their dance team it's kind of like the che leaders but it was where you have to have formal dance training and I was 17 and you have to be 18 but because I guess I was good enough they let me in I auditioned and that was kind of like the the turn of events I would say where I became more exposed to the world and you know was getting a lot of like fan you know admiration and stuff just from being in that environment and I also mind you this was in Miami so it's it's very much more freeing for for that world and they don't care how old you are as long as you're a pretty girl let you do anything and doors opening opportunities like I because I could sing I just happened to meet producers that had Studios and kind of started doing that whole thing and fell in love with writing music and produced like recording and like performing and I was like yeah this is so much better than performing in church so I ended up getting signed like I was recording different demos and would perform in local clubs in uh Miami Beach and I would just meet people who had access or had connections and eventually got signed with an independent label who at the time I had a relationship with the owner and believed him you know because he was my boyfriend so I trusted him to take care of me um really he was exploiting me for my gifts but I I was not even very young and So eventually climbed that little ladder or not even little ladder it's a very deep deep steep ladder but ended up getting a recording deal with universal Republic and it was like a Indie they signed the Indie label but it was for me so it's a very interesting contract but um and was working on Singles have songs on the radio uh I opened up for Nicki minad songs on the radio performing for all sorts of a-listers and doing radio tours and just loving it all the while feeling like I was disobeying God but in my mind still he'll forgive me because that's what he does right oh an airplane yeah the airplane descended for like well fell like five 5 seconds I was flying somewhere I was doing a lot of flying around you know to record and perform and stuff and so uh a piece of hail had smashed the window the pilot window the very front part of the plane so they had to descend very quickly and when you when we de planed you could see the windshield was completely white cuz had that windshield broken we would have gone down but you know when those moments of Life are you're like repenting right or you're like Lord forgive me so I had a lot of those moments but um yeah it was just like I let me do this first Lord and then come I can I can serve you just a very naive way of thinking but all the while still knowing that I was disobeying him cuz I would get that little voice don't be here don't need to go here like you know pray or go to church or and I would just ignore it don't hang out with these people don't drink that or don't smoke that but I would ignore it because I love my way too much and I remember um just the more I said no I didn't realize the more I was inviting the Demonic into my life the more I said no to God and I remember being in studio sessions with big names and they'll be like snorting lines of coke and I never did that but I was around it and I remember writing songs writing lyrics that were almost like Blasphemous like just blasphemous because that was very edgy like you know a lot of the lyrics and songs now are very much against the kingdom of God are very much against his law and his love for us and so I was I would feel sometimes where I'm writing in these writing sessions and I would just feel this overwhelming sense of fear and I didn't know what it was in my mind it's like I I felt the Lord saying there are demons here but you let them in but I would ignore his voice cuz I'm like I want to do what I want to do let me just make make this let me make this dream come true but God's hand man he really shielded me from some crazy stuff like just to give a short example I would be in rooms where I didn't know at the time I had friends who were being you know kind of molested and I was right there but it never happened to me or like just just weird stuff crazy stuff that would happen to my peers or just women around me but never happened to me so I knew I know now my parents' prayers really shielded me as I was out there in the darkness like so yeah I just I really wanted to pursue music my way cuz I'm like I don't want to sing old church hymns like I don't want to just be you know in the row but that was just my ignorance and just so the very first time when I was working with this producer we were working on my first album to get me shopped to get a a major deal and we were taking a break from recording this album and he took me around the studio and and this is someone who's been in the industry like he's worked with big names and so he was like Hey so you know that if you were to sell your soul to the devil you can have instant Fame tomorrow and and he took me away from like my team so he had me by myself so it was like a whole lot happened in that moment like I like discernment happened in that moment for me that I I never really experienced before it was almost like he made a mistake in his career and he was using me to try to get to where he really wanted to be but he didn't want to sell his soul so he's like but if you sell your soul we can go high and it was like in that moment I received all this knowledge and and and a huge just I can't what I can explain was like a something fell on me and I fell to the ground where I could not stand and I started weeping and crying out to the Lord saying forgive me CU I wasn't living right and so when he said that it was almost like what what have I done how how deep am I in this Disobedience place so I fell on the floor and I started you know just crying out and saying Lord forgive me I don't want to I don't want to do anything without you like you know the true nature of who I am like I wanted him to forgive me and after that whole thing I look up and the man was sitting on the on the it's like he fell I guess cuz he was sitting weird and his head was down as I was praying and crying out to God in front of this man I did not care because the conviction behind his words really hit me so after that I kind of ignored it I'm like I'm not going to do that so let me just try to alter certain things let me make sure to not show too much skin or let me make sure to not say curse words I was trying to like find two this P Still Still pursuing my dreams but in a way that was still honorable but yet not really fully committed I would say about a year later I was further along I didn't have that deal with univ Republic then that and I did it at the following year so now I had the record label deal I was I had a different uh manager like a really big manager um meeting with huge people I was almost like yo this is it it's just literally one one yes and I was going to be the next you name it like that's how close it was and it was like I didn't realize that the Lord was keeping the doors closed for a reason but I was I I was on my way I had a trip planned sorry let me slow down I'm just recalling everything but M I had a trip planned to Amsterdam I was dating this guy like I just was not living right just just ignoring the Lord ignoring the unction of the Holy Spirit and I had all these things planned I mean so many things were planned concerts were planned um I think I had and I clubbed a lot so I'm I'm sure I went to the club that night but I went I was in New York and went to my I was staying at my manager's place which was a little 400t uh studio so I'm laying in the bed with her which I shared her bed because couldn't afford a hotel at that time but um I had I don't even want to say a dream anymore it was definitely a vision or an out of outof Body Experience because I felt more alive and more alert than I do right now talking to you like I I I felt my my soul felt everything it's like my fingertips could breathe like I was I was so alert and it I it looked like I was in space and it was almost like I could hear I could hear I don't I don't know how to explain it I could hear the vibrations of things I don't know if it were beings or cuz I was clearly not in the presence of God I was in the presence of the enemy I in my mind it was the earth it looked like the Earth but it wasn't in the shape of like your traditional Globe it it was it looked like a pool and I could see the stars and in the very F far back I saw like this it looked like the Sun but it wasn't it was just like like a distant Lake of Fire it looked like that and I remember thinking oh am I am I in like in the spirit realm and then this being approaches me and he's all silhouette cuz there's you know he's not illuminated he's just dark and as he's approaching me he's huge like he's bigger than the than the Earth he's bigger than that like of fire area and he's approaching me and as he's approaching me uh I said to him in my ignorance Lord because I I knew I I didn't know if he was God I didn't know if he was an angel I didn't I knew he was someone powerful I didn't know who he was and he said to me no you know who this is but when he spoke it wasn't audible words I felt the words it felt like base like vibration when his words hit my soul I would vibrate like he said no you know who this is and the moment he said that I knew it was Satan because I was not living right I knew I was constantly turning my back against God because I wanted to do what I wanted to do I knew this I was full-blown well aware of my sin and was saying yes to my sin and no to God so I was like oh no did I just die am I going to hell cuz I knew I wasn't in my body I even in my ignorant mind I knew I was in the spirit somewhere and so as he said you know who this is I'm like no no I immediately became covered and just overwhelmed with fear and started saying no Jesus please forgive me forgive me for oops sorry forgive me for lying forgive me for cheating forgive me for ignoring you I'm just going through the whole list of things that I knew I was doing wrong I I literally thought I was going to hell I thought for sure for sure the fear that I felt that the sensation of being separated from God hit me the moment he said you know who this is because there's just a knowing that you have I can't even really explain it and as I'm going through the list of Lord forgive me he told me to shut up cuz it was like he had something to say he's like if you worship me I will give you all of these things I will give you I forgot the name of a of a man he named some guy cuz I really wanted to be married I really wanted a healthy relationship he named a guy he said I'll give you Fame I'll give you success I'll make you the world's B biggest star and when he's saying these things the Earth became like one of those future balls that like witches use or like psychics use to show your fortune it was doing that it was showing me things as he was saying them and I was looking at it and I'm like no I'm I'm the daughter of Christ no and it's like in that moment the moment he started saying if you worship me I'm like oh I'm in a I have a choice to make and I chose was the Lord in that moment like for real and he said after I said no I'm the daughter of Christ he called me the b word and I flung L for lack of a better word I flung back and I woke up with a gasp like I just snorted right now