FOCUS ON THE PRESENT

something I've learned is that life is always about experiencing experiencing new things and as long as as long as we kind of trying different things meeting new people and doing really interesting stuff it doesn't really matter if you've got a dream job or dream company or be the person you want to be or your dream school because to be honest from my EXP experence reality and expectations are completely two different things I had this amazing dream about I want to go to LSC to study economics I pictured in my head about how amazing it's going to be but in reality it's very much different than that and that's because I kind of just kept myself and promised that oh if I go to LSC my life will be this and this and they'll be really happy but the truth is it doesn't really work like that and the only way to be happy is not to rely on somebody or rely on some things or some achievements to make yourself happy because when you're near this happiness you're when you're about to get it you're very happy but you actually got it it just became an ordinary part of your life and you don't really feel that much about it anymore so what's most important is to rely on yourself and to be happy every day and um as somebody else has told me before you know as a day pass you're either going to be really happy in this day or you're going to be really upset in this day it doesn't really do much difference so yeah so it's always important to keep a very positive mindset to look after yourself and yeah and to experience new things