Okay, the next thing I want to talk about is kind of nuts.
Oh, I'd love to talk about that on my YouTube channel.
I am going home because, and bear with me here, I'm explaining this,
I wanted to kind of update on something I think I talked about last year,
maybe even the year before.
Woo! That was a swopic.
Is this thing on?
Hey guys, what's up? Welcome back to my channel.
We're taking it back to the 2012s,
where I used to just sit in front of a tripod and talk and update you guys on my life.
I have a ton of topics written down that I just want to update you guys on my life,
how I've been feeling lately.
It's like a Q&A, but not because I didn't ask you guys to ask me questions
because I just have things I want to talk about.
And I do have a podcast called Gals on the Go,
if you guys don't know, it's with my best friend Brooke.
And I feel like I get to get a lot of my thoughts out on a podcast
because it's a longer form of content.
It's like an hour-long episode each week on Wednesdays at Gals on the Go.
But it is with my best friend Brooke.
So, you know, we both talk about ourselves,
but then it's like, okay, but now you talk about yourself.
Naturally.
So, this allows me to just update you guys on my life.
And I don't have to worry that if I'm like talking too much, whatever, you know what I mean?
So, I have a list of topics that have just kind of come to mind.
I'm like, oh, I'd love to talk about that on my YouTube channel.
So, let's just do a video where I update you guys on my life,
talk about certain things like my workout journey, my relationship,
stuff that's going on at home, just kind of a little bit of everything
because I kind of leave everything out on the table.
You guys pretty much know everything about me.
I also am obsessed with this shirt.
I rented it on Pickle.
I have to shout this app out.
Not sponsored.
I just, I love the app.
It's amazing.
So, this is a Tay Park top.
It's so beautiful.
It's non-reversible, but you can wear it two different ways.
So, I've switched it to a halter,
but earlier I was wearing it like a normal, like straps on either side.
It's so flattering and so cute that I just had to film another video on it.
I also, if you do live in New York City,
I have, I've been renting out some of my nicer clothing items
that I just don't want to sell yet, but I want to keep in my closet,
but I want other people to get the chance to like wear these outfits to their nice events.
So, I have like 10 items on my Pickle closet.
Only if you live in New York City, but it sets up a courier.
You can rent it from me.
You can say like how many days you want it for.
It's awesome.
I dry clean it for you.
It's really cool.
We're going to crack open a poppy.
This is a ginger lime.
ASMR.
Cheers.
Oh, that flavor is so good.
All right, we're just going to get into the topics and have a chat together,
but while I have you, please go follow me on Instagram at daniellecarolyn.
I've been getting really into fall fashion,
and I love sharing my outfits on there with you guys.
If you want to follow me on TikTok, I've been having fun there.
That's at danielle underscore carolyn.
And then also, I have an LTK where I link everything, like everything I wear.
So, I'll have my LTK link down below.
I always do, but it's just an easy way to kind of shop what's,
I literally link all of my videos.
So, you can shop my videos.
You can shop my Instagram reels that I post, stories, just everything.
Okay, first up, I want to talk about my current workout journey.
So, I was just kind of sitting having this thought,
and I just get really hard on myself about working out.
I feel like a lot of people do.
I've kind of gone in phases of working out.
You know, sometimes I want to just do cardio,
or for a while, I was just doing weight lifting.
For a while, I was just doing Pilates classes,
and it's really, I like having variation for sure,
but then I find I'm less consistent.
Brooke and I actually talk about it a lot.
She's like, I like SoulCycle, and I know I like it.
So, I just do that.
And I just haven't found a workout that I feel amazing during,
that I want to do every day.
Because some of these workouts I'm doing,
like you just can't do every day, like I can't do every day.
So, right now, I've been enjoying doing like one or two Pilates classes a week.
It's really, let's be realistic.
It's been more like one Pilates class a week.
I'm here for a weekend workout.
I did a Pilates class on a Saturday morning a couple weekends ago,
and it was so nice.
It was the best start to the day.
I really like Pilates because it is challenging,
but I don't sweat a lot during it.
So, it's a very, it's a good like,
if you're on your way to work, going to a Pilates class,
like you still sweat a little bit, but I don't know.
I just like it because if I'm a little hungover, let's say,
or I'm just feeling a little bit more tired,
I feel like it's a very restorative workout,
but it really is working hard.
I've also been dabbling and going back to spin classes.
I've been having so much fun.
I think what's been really helping me,
and maybe this will help you guys,
if any workout studio that you go to,
if you go to one that has themed classes,
those have been really nice for me.
We all know how much I love Drake,
and I love Drake's music,
especially when I'm working out.
It's very motivating for me,
but that's different for everyone.
Someone might like Doja Cat to motivate them, you know?
So, for me, when I see there's a Wake and Drake class
on a Monday morning, like, I'm gonna go to that.
Or I went to a Taylor Swift themed class recently.
It was Reputation versus 1989, so that was really fun.
Or there was like a Drake versus SZA class,
or I think I did a Drake in the weekend class
a couple weeks ago, all like Drake-related.
And, you know, I'm enjoying them.
Some people don't like themed classes.
They just wanna go and not even be thinking about the music,
but for me, music is a big driver for me,
so that's been really helpful.
I'm trying to get better about looking at
what classes have themes and when those times are,
and seeing how I can fit them into my schedule.
I've been really liking on Sunday nights,
kind of looking at my schedule, my week ahead,
and kind of placing, okay, what workouts am I doing when?
My favorite workout recently,
and some people would say this is not a workout, walking.
I have been loving walking.
This morning, I had to get up early
because I was doing stuff, like a video shoot,
and I was like, oh, I really wanna work out,
but for some reason, at 7 a.m.,
the idea of going to the gym wasn't really appealing.
Pilates class wasn't appealing,
but I really wanted to go for a walk.
So my friend and I went for a walk.
I literally woke up.
We went for a 7.30 in the morning walk,
and thankfully, it's not super cold out yet,
and I think I'm just trying to take advantage of walks
before it starts to get super cold
because if you wanna go for a morning walk
in the winter in New York, good luck, Charlie.
It's dark out, and you're freezing cold
because it warms up throughout the day.
So I got up.
It was hard to get out of bed this morning.
I can't lie.
So I was like, I could just text her
and just go right back to bed, but it helps having a buddy.
So if you have another friend that has to be ready
by a certain time, wants to go for,
I called it a coffee walk.
We went for a coffee walk.
We both brought our coffees.
We walked along the Chelsea High Line,
which is such a privilege living in the city
to be able to walk along the High Line.
I'm so thankful to live on the west side now,
and just, it's so easy to get over there.
It's like this raised platform walkway along,
I think it used to be an old railroad,
and it's along the water, kinda.
You can kinda see the water, I guess,
but it's in Meatpacking District.
It's so pretty.
There are so many gardens and trees and plants,
and it's so relaxing, especially on the weekdays.
So we did that.
We walked for like an hour,
and I got my favorite protein smoothie
from Juice Generation after.
It was 8.30 in the morning,
and I'd already hit 9,000 steps,
or like 8,900 or something like that.
So yes, it's like by 11 o'clock in the morning,
I had already hit my 10K steps goal.
I'm still doing more research on what's the most effective.
Right now, if I'm honest,
I am kind of having a weight loss goal.
No specific pound, no specific number on the scale,
but I am using the scale to kinda see where I'm at.
Just like, I just wanna feel good,
and I feel good right now, but I wanna feel better.
And I've learned a lot about zone two cardio.
Let me just read it to you guys.
Zone two training is typically the lowest zone
used for training purposes.
Thinking of going for a jog, walk,
while you can still hold a conversation.
Somewhere between 60 to 70% of your maximum heart rate.
The purpose behind zone two is to be able to sustain a pace
just below your aerobic threshold for 30 plus minutes.
So that's a jog, but I think fast walking.
I mean, I hope that's still okay.
I've been fast walking,
cause I'm just not the best at running.
When in zone two, your body leaps on fat
as its primary fuel source, rather than carbohydrates.
This means that you're burning more of your calories
from stored fat.
So, I mean, that's all technical and stuff,
but I just kind of wanted to share that with you.
So I think it's about being like pretty active,
like fast walk, jog, or like on a bike,
but you can still hold a conversation,
but you're still a little out of breath.
Like, so it's honestly perfect.
I can kind of test it when I'm on a walk with someone
and we're fast walking.
And I'm like telling them a story,
but I'm still keeping up the conversation,
but I'm a little out of breath.
I think that's the goal.
You guys can definitely let me know.
I'm still learning.
I am not a doctor.
I am not a professional, but this is what I'm learning.
And I think that's really great.
It says like for 30 plus minutes.
So if I'm going for a 30 minute to an hour long walk,
to me, that feels like a workout.
And it really clears my head in the morning.
Like I woke up this morning,
feeling a little overwhelmed for the day,
but getting that walk in,
waking up a little bit earlier and going outside,
putting on my puffer jacket, holding my coffee.
Once I was outside, I was fine.
Like I just needed to get out of my apartment.
Anyways, this is a lot,
but I just wanted to share that part with you guys.
I'm kind of still feeling like I don't really know
where I'm at with my workout journey.
I've been really loving walking.
So I'm just leaning into that.
I was also thinking about it.
Like my friend, Sydney Adams,
I love her and Jay's relationship.
I feel like it's so cute.
They go to the gym together.
They work out together.
Not always, like she works out on her own a lot.
She's a TikToker and a YouTube blogger as well.
Sydney Adams, I love her.
When Ryan and I were in Mexico,
which I didn't vlog the trip,
but it was such a special trip.
It was such a fun vacation.
We stayed at an all-inclusive hotel.
I've never done that before.
We went to the gym together one day and it was so fun.
Like he spot me, I spot him.
And I would love to be that couple that works out together.
Cause I think two benefits,
obviously you're spending time together,
but also it's kind of motivating.
Cause like, you know, your boyfriend or your girlfriend,
your partner is watching you work out.
Like, yeah, I'm going to try and do a little bit better.
I just think that would be really nice
to have something to share with Ryan.
But I just don't see a world where that could work out
because he is very much only into weights.
I mean, he'll do the StairMaster.
Well, there's two problems.
One, we do different workouts
and two, we belong to different gyms.
One of us would have to switch.
I feel like it would be me.
Cause he doesn't really want to go to Equinox.
He goes to a different gym and really likes it.
And it's less expensive.
Like Equinox is pretty crazy expensive.
So I don't know.
That's like such a champagne problem to have,
but I would love that.
And Ryan likes workout classes,
but he just like, he knows his thing.
He goes to the gym, he lifts his weights.
That's kind of like his meditation time.
And I feel like he's got a workout down.
So I don't want to be like, you know, I don't know.
Like it would just be fun for me.
Like we go for walks,
which I guess is where we'll leave it at.
But I guess it's just more so when we travel and stuff,
we could still work out together.
I don't know.
I just think it'd be cool to work out with him.
Cause then we could spend more time together.
Okay, the next thing I want to talk about is kind of nuts,
but I wanted to talk about it
because I'm going to be vlogging when I'm home in Tampa.
When this vlog is up, I will be leaving Georgia.
I'm going to go to Georgia this weekend
for one of my friend's weddings.
I'm so excited.
It's like the first person in our college friend group
to be getting married, which is crazy.
So I'm really excited.
Like me and all my college friends
are staying in like an Airbnb together.
It's just going to be the best time.
And since I'm already in Georgia,
I haven't been home since July,
which for me, that's a really long time.
Mainly because I have a dog, Finley,
who is my family's dog, but like,
he just means so much to me.
And he just turned three years old this past Monday.
So, you know, I can FaceTime my family and all that,
but I just, my dog, like I need him to know I exist
and I need to remind him like, I'm here.
I love you.
There's just a lot of change going on at home right now.
And I'll get into it in a second.
But so I just wanted to be able to hop home.
Like obviously Thanksgiving is next month,
but I just couldn't wait any longer.
I need to go home.
So I'm going home for like three nights
because I selfishly want to come back to New York
for Halloween, because Halloweekend,
my friend Katie's having her big Halloween birthday party.
So I want to be here for that.
And I really enjoyed Halloweekend last year.
I'm not like the biggest Halloween person,
but I'm not like a Halloween hater.
I do enjoy dressing up and I can't wait
for you guys to see my costumes.
I was kind of feeling lost.
I didn't really know,
because I feel like every year for Halloween,
you know, you try to like one-up the one from last year
and you try to be creative and unique
and something no one else has done,
but like also at the same time,
like that's so impossible.
So I've come up with three costumes.
I think I have three different parties.
So I'm excited for you guys to see those.
So you have to follow me on Instagram for that.
I'll also probably do like a Halloweekend vlog.
So don't worry.
I am going home because,
and bear with me here on explaining this.
My brother works and lives in Tampa now, post-grad.
And he just moved to a new place.
He lives on his own now.
My dad lives in a new place and my mom lives in a new place.
So you're probably thinking,
wait, what about your childhood home
that you've never moved from?
You lived from your whole, you live in your whole life.
You visit there every year, every time you go home.
Let me explain.
So my parents are divorced
and a lot of people don't know that
because my family does a lot together.
We've gone on trips together,
literally with my parents divorced.
My mom literally has a boyfriend of 10 plus years.
We haven't done a family trip in a while,
but like last year for our Gals on the Go live show
here in New York, my mom, dad, and my brother came
and they flew all together, everything.
I'm beyond grateful for my parents' relationship.
It's so special.
It's so unique.
And I understand that.
And I realize how lucky I am.
And my parents have done so much
to make sure my brother, Freddie and I feel so loved.
And they just, I mean, I'm just so grateful
because that just doesn't happen a lot.
And it's just, their love shows so much
of how they wanted to make the divorce so easy.
Like my parents told us they were separating
when I was in fifth grade, I'll never forget it.
They said, we're having a family meeting
and then we're going to go to Busch Gardens,
which is like a theme park in Tampa.
And we had a half day from school and we were so excited.
Like, oh my gosh, telling all my friends,
we're going to Busch Gardens.
We just had to have like a family meeting.
We had never had a family meeting before.
So now whenever there's a family meeting that my mom calls,
I get a little panicky because I'm like, okay,
well the last time you guys told me you're getting divorced.
So yeah, they told Freddie and I that they were separating.
And then they literally took us to a theme park that day
to show that they really do still love each other
and still want to be all together as a family.
And you know what?
It was a little weird.
I'm sure some therapists told them to do that.
But at the same time, they really stuck to their word.
I mean, Freddie and I were in the worst mood.
Like, I don't want to ride a rollercoaster right now.
You guys are getting a divorce.
But I can laugh about that because you know what?
They really stuck to it.
And throughout the years, I am just so grateful.
Anyways, with that, so when my parents got divorced,
my dad moved to his own place, which was very close by.
And then my mom kept our childhood house
because that house was so important.
She was going to be raising us.
My dad has work.
It just kind of made sense.
Fast forward to now, this is so crazy, you guys.
My mom, in the last month, moved out of that house
and my dad moved back in.
I can't make this up.
So basically, like I said,
my mom has had this amazing boyfriend.
I want to say partner
because I don't think they're ever getting married,
but they are together forever, I would assume.
He's a great guy.
He's actually from New York.
And they were just ready to have their own space.
Like, he moved into that house
and it was never really his own home.
And they always had dreams
of living in their own place together.
They kind of wanted to downsize and just have,
they're living in a condo now.
They just want to travel more.
They just don't want to have as much upkeep.
But my mom realized how important that house was to us
and I mean, like, I, you know, it's not my house.
I don't necessarily have a say, but like that house,
I feel like it's part of my YouTube channel.
I can cry about it.
I mean, I've, that house is really special to me.
It's really special to a lot of my friends.
I feel like to you guys, that backyard is,
it's just so special.
Anyways, this all happened when I was here in New York.
So long story short, my mom and her partner moved out.
They found a condo and my dad moved into the house
and is selling his old house so that they,
we can keep the house in our family.
And my dad loved that house so much and I'm sure,
and I know, I've heard that he's very happy there now.
So it's really crazy and it is weird though.
Like this all happened while I was gone
because they told me they were gonna do this
and I mean, I'm so beyond grateful.
Like that shows eternal love.
Like our parents were literally willing
to make all this work.
My dad's willing to move back into the house,
literally so we could just have this house in our family.
I mean, my dad loves the house,
but like he is doing it for us, which just means the world.
I don't think I'd ever move into that house one day.
I think it'll be Freddy.
Freddy's the one with the bow with the, you know,
he's a Florida boy.
And I do wanna move to Florida one day,
but I think I'd want my own new start.
So selfishly, I'm really happy that Freddy would take it
and like still allow me to come visit there whenever.
But yeah, it is just so special.
But when they told me about this,
I was here in New York and I was like, excuse me, what?
Mom's moving out, dad's moving out.
I'm like, you guys swapping?
And they're like, no, dad's just moving into the house.
I was like, okay.
My mom found her own place
and they just started touring places just for fun.
The goal was to move next summer,
like for my mom to be in the house, you know,
one more Christmas, one more Thanksgiving, stuff like that.
And then she was gonna move next summer,
but her and her partner went and toured a condo
and you know, peaceful Michelle, she was like,
I just knew in that moment, it was so right.
And I get it, it's a vibe, it's a certain thing.
And it was, it's a big deal.
She's lived in, she had lived in our house for 30 years.
So yeah, that's a big move for her.
And she had her meditation room in that house.
And you know, that was a big deal for her,
but it was a good change.
Anyways, they found this condo and it was like,
okay, you have to move in next month.
And I get this call when I'm here in New York
and I'm like, holy shit.
I mean, not to make this all about me, but whoa,
there's just so much happening.
And I wasn't able to make it home,
like to help with the move.
Like there's just a lot, I just need to go home.
Everyone's really happy.
My mom's, you know, my mom's still gonna come over
to the house all the time, like my dad did.
I mean, he's so sweet.
He's like, please come to the house whenever you want,
whenever you're needing a fix of this house,
whenever you want to go out back,
whenever you want to use the pool.
Like they are so great together.
And you know, my mom's partner,
obviously it's so nice that he's so cool with all this.
Like I have such a modern family and then also, yeah.
So it'll be so interesting.
Cause when I go home, I'm gonna stay with my dad now,
which will be great.
Cause I never really used to stay with him.
I would want to stay at like my childhood house.
It's funny though, Finley, our dog,
he's gonna kind of like split his time.
Cause my dad, another thing, when we got Finley,
me, my mom, my dad, and my brother
were the ones to go pick him up
because my mom's boyfriend partner was working.
But it's very much his dog too.
It's just like literally our family dog.
So Finley means a lot to my dad too.
It's just so unique.
You guys like Finley has sleepovers
at my dad's house all the time.
So with this, since my mom and her boyfriend
were downsizing, you know, Finley's used to this big house
where he gets to roam around, he has the backyard.
So they kind of decided, I mean, there's nothing set,
but like, he's gonna split his time.
He's gonna be at that house
and then he'll be at my mom's condo too.
But I think like when my mom goes to, I don't even know.
He's just trying to split his time as much as he can.
Finley's trying to split his time.
My parents are trying to make sure Finley feels comfortable.
Basically, my parents are amazing people.
And that's probably why I'm a little bit
of a people pleaser because my parents
are probably watching this,
but I think we all have a little people pleaser in ourselves
and you know, sometimes that's good.
You know, we basically all just really care about each other
and want to make sure everyone feels super comfortable,
probably too comfortable sometimes,
but that's just how we roll.
That's how us Carolins roll.
So yeah, I'm flying home on Sunday night
and my dad will pick me up and take me to the house.
And I'm really curious to see.
And I was debating on if I would even talk about this.
And I talked to my parents and they were like,
you can totally talk about it
because it is gonna be obvious.
Not in my Instagram and stuff like that,
but I feel like when I vlog and my dad comes out
of the primary bedroom instead of my mom,
like that might be confusing.
And the decor I think is a little bit different.
Like my mom basically left most of the furniture
for my dad because she wanted to kind of change up
her vibe.
She's kind of going for this kind of vibe,
which I'm excited for.
It's like a beach condo.
So I'm really happy for her.
So I get to go see that condo
and see how she's decorated that.
And then I get to see what my dad's doing
with his new decor.
I think he just,
I think she brought a couple of chairs with her.
So we switched out some like chairs in the living room
and obviously his bedroom's different.
And my bedroom's completely the same.
It's one of the easier moves
because it's to the same family.
It's so weird.
Like I haven't talked about this in a minute.
And like when I tell some of my friends the story,
they're like, whoa,
but if you know my family,
it just makes sense.
So I am so beyond grateful.
I mean, for Thanksgiving this year,
Ryan's coming to Thanksgiving,
which is a big deal.
He's never been.
And Delaney's family is going to be in Tampa
because her brother just moved there for work.
So her family's going to come to Thanksgiving.
But the plan was my mom's boyfriend is a chef
and he was going to cook for all of us on Thanksgiving.
And like, we didn't want to change that.
So they're still going to come on Thanksgiving
and cook in our kitchen and have Thanksgiving.
So it's going to be a very easy change,
but I think it is going to be weird for me.
You know, I'm so close with my dad
and I'm really excited to spend more time with him
because when I would go home,
I would always stay with my mom
and I felt definitely guilty about that.
So now it's kind of roles reversed.
Now my mom, I'm not going to probably see as much,
but it'll be good because then we'll probably
have more quality time.
So yeah, I get to see my house kind of changed up
like my dad did.
I get to see my brother's current living situation
with his roommate.
Then I get to see my mom's new condo.
So there's just so much going on and I get to see Finley.
So that's what's going on.
I know that's so nuts,
but I'm really thankful that that is the situation
and we're not losing that house
because that house means everything to me.
Whoa, that was a swopic.
I wanted to kind of update on something
I think I talked about last year,
maybe even the year before,
moving into the city and really just moving at all
for anybody, not just me.
I feel like post-grad was a big wake-up call for me.
You know, I was so used to having my friend group
and every Thursday night, it's like,
okay, what are we doing tonight?
Saturdays were game days and I knew
who I was hanging out with.
And that took a while too in college.
Like I forgot that I didn't get to college
and I had a friend group.
Like it took a long time.
So then I think it felt like a start over
when I moved to the city and I was like,
oh my gosh, I am so beyond lucky.
Can we talk about this for a second?
My best friend roommate from college, Shalini, moved here.
My best friend from high school, Caitlin, moved here.
Like a month or two ago.
My other two best friends, Morgan and Mary Stephen,
moved here around the same time.
Brooke, Katie, I met Kellyanne.
My friend, Seb, I mean, Katie, Cass,
like there's so many people.
My friend, Daly, one of my best friends from college.
I am like, I have to take a step back and be like,
oh my God, so many of my favorite people live in the city.
Ryan, my boyfriend, one of my best guy friends
from high school is Ryan's roommate.
Like so many, I am just so grateful.
And so do I have a group chat that I text
and it's like, what are we doing this weekend?
Not necessarily.
And at first it really bothered me,
but after talking to a ton of people,
I am realizing that that is so normal, especially post-grad.
Like you don't have to have the set thing.
It's actually very exciting.
I have different friends for different things, you know?
Like this morning, I knew Seb loves to go for walks.
Like she's my girl, we're gonna go for a walk.
And we like to go to workout classes together
or certain things.
My friend, Caitlin, or Delaney, or certain,
Mary, Steven, Morgan, like they're my friends
that I just wanna sit on the couch and like laugh with,
you know?
Brooke is my ride or die.
Like we do everything together.
We work together, go to events together, podcast together.
And I'm so grateful for that.
Like I just have different people in my life
for different things.
And I think it was unsettling to me at first.
And I was comparing myself to other people.
And now I'm realizing like it's a blessing
that every weekend I can kind of just see
where the weekend takes me.
And you know, I'm also learning that,
like you can't take it like offensively
because my friends, I travel a lot.
And guess what?
So do a lot of my friends.
Like we're starting to get into that wedding season
where my friends, you know, might have a wedding one weekend
and I have a wedding the next.
Or, you know, one of my friends is going home
to visit their parents.
Well, I'm not going home to visit my parents the same.
That's how it was in college.
You know, we all went home at the same time
for the long weekends.
Or we all went home at the same time for the holidays.
And I guess we still do that post-grad,
but it's just different.
Schedules are different.
Hours are different.
Work is different.
And I'm just realizing to not take it so personally.
Like even if some of my friends end up going
to hang out together without me,
I'm like, I just know how life works.
And I just realized it more so now
that it's not because they don't like you
or they didn't want to hang out with you.
It's probably just convenience.
Or maybe they had not seen each other in a while
so they met up and then they happened to see the other girl
and were like, hey, come hang out with us.
Or, you know, like it's just, it's not that deep.
It's not like they didn't invite you.
It's more so that just worked out for their schedule.
Stuff like that.
I don't know.
I'm definitely rambling.
This is such a ramble video, but that's what I wanted.
It's kind of like a personal podcast episode.
I really come to peace with it.
And it's, I'm trying to look at it in a way of like,
it's actually nice that I don't have to do
all the same things with the same people every weekend
like I did in college, even though I love that.
Now it's kind of like, if I want a weekend with just Ryan
and just have a time together, I can do that.
Or if I just want to have a weekend that's open
and see what happens, I can do that.
Or this past weekend, it was kind of just,
we saw how the weekend went,
but I got to do stuff with like Caitlin and Delaney a lot,
who are two of my best friends and now they're friends.
And we got to do stuff together.
It just kind of depends on people's schedules,
what they're in the mood for.
Like I wasn't really in the mood to like go out on the town
and neither were they, so it just kind of worked out.
But other people were like, I want to go out,
I want to meet a guy tonight,
or I want to stay in tonight and just be alone.
Like everyone is on their own journey,
especially in our twenties.
I think it's a defining decade.
Isn't there a book called Defining Decade?
I need to read that.
But I just kind of want to update you guys on that
because I was really struggling with it for a second.
And you know, that's natural.
But now I'm at a point I feel like
where I have my go-to people
and I know how they feel about me.
I'm not going to go crazy reaching out to people
that aren't like giving it back to me though.
I think it's very, it's a two-way street
and you have to pay attention to that,
but also like it's not that deep.
So just hang out with who you want to hang out with
when you want to hang out with it,
but also don't take it personally if they can't
because life is a bitch sometimes.
So yeah, that's kind of everything I wanted to talk about.
We went all different directions.
I hope you guys were able to keep up.
Comment down below if you like this video,
if you want me to do more like this.
I'm going to do like a Q&A I think soon
so I can answer your questions.
These are just things that I was like,
I want to talk about,
but I know I'm not answering questions
that you guys probably have for me.
I want to do more fashion videos
and I just, I want to have more fun on this YouTube channel.
Not that I'm not, but I want to challenge.
I want to make some new videos.
So let me know down below what you guys want.
I will still be doing week in my life vlogs.
I'm going to vlog while I'm at home.
So you guys should definitely watch the Tampa vlog
when it comes out
because you'll see all kinds of things happening.
I love you guys dearly.
Thank you so much for watching this video.
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and I will see you guys next time for my next video.
Bye bye.